29 January 2009 - I was damned by light coming over
I may not have lost him after all. He sent me a text saying sorry and that the ball was in my court (which it most obviously was not). But I gave him a call and he is sorry for what he's done. Sorry that he made me look bad and sorry that he thought of me like that. He said he hopes that I will forgive him and will probably be saying sorry for awhile. I was surprised and shocked, I thought him and I would no longer be able to be friends. He said that after she leaves, which is tonight, we could hang again. Nevertheless, she absolutely hates me and sent me a nasty text. But I decided not to reply to her. I don't really care what she has to say to me, quite frankly. nless it disrupts my relationship with him, I won't reply. So we will see how that goes...
On a much much lighter note. I hung with some old school friends last night. One of my old best friends, Felix and (unfortunately) diplomat. I spoke to diplomat, I told him that we can only be strictly friends. As much as he may hate that, but it's all we can be. I think I did a good deed by doing that, Im not so sure ignoring the poor guy did much help. We went and saw yes man. Which was pretty good. But whoa, how old is jimmy getting... I like how being optimistic leads to optimistic things. Maybe that's how I should start looking at life.
"I will wrap you in my arms and keep you safe"
:( I've listened to "Let me sign" on repeat for the past 2 days straight.
Uni is going fantastic. I'm thinking of getting a second job. Or leaving my first job. It's tedious and tiring and yeah, I'm fully over it. But apparently it's hard to get jobs at the moment. How depressing is that, especially since I'm leaving uni in 1 year.
Today is my older sister's 30th birthday. I got her a gift voucher and a cake tester, a thing to stick into your cake to see if it's ready. It was cute and just had to get it.haha.. We are going to sukiyaki which I love. I love how they charge extra for lettig you cook your own food. It's such a fantastic idea and we have been sucked in so hard it's funny.
Lia got her taken dude last night. She handles it :(
