So Olivia's been sick with Bronchitis.  Pretty sad for a 4 month old, althought she's close to 5 months now.  She still hasn't had her 4month immunizations because she's been so sick.  Running a fever for more than 1 day, now on two different medications.  She's getting better though.  Playing/talking more.  More alert ,eating better... coughing a lot though, getting the mucus up.

At least she didn't end up with pnuemonia. 

I have another checkup for her on Thursday, her 1 week after being off her meds for a couple days.  I took off last Thursday and am unsure if I can get another Thursday off so close.  They'll think I have problems working.  It's just that I need to tend to her and make sure she's better.  She comes first and foremost in my mind. 

Anyway, one of my friends just had her baby a little over a week ago.  A little girl, Lily.  I'm super excited for her.  I love motherhood.  It's wonderful, even with the trials of balancing everything else.  Another friend just got engaged last month. 

Can't really write much, or comment.  Baby O is hollaring for me.  And I hate to hear her cry or fuss when she's sick.  My heart goes out to her.  Hopefully, I'll be able to sleep this coming week, even though Olivia will be trying to cough up her phlem... she does not like coughing and usually cries.  It's hard working on no sleep and trying to maintain a positive attitude... as well as keep the peace.  I just want to run screaming sometimes.  I need to up my meds, but I need to watch my heart.  Haven't even gotten my BP checked lately, and I'm suppose to do it at least 1x per week per doctor's orders.

I think I'll go to the library and try and find one of two books:

Memoirs of a Geisha

or

One Million Pieces (that Oprahs bookclub contraversy...)