First off, Jim didn't get to come up this weekend. I was a bit disappointed. I haven't seem him in a long while. I still call him nightly, but I'm getting more and more agitated.

-Maybe it's my period.

-Maybe I'm just overtired.

-Maybe I'm just mad.

Kinda set off my week. I'm just getting through day by day, only day by day seems to run into week by week. I just want som good news from my eye appointment this Wednesday. Lyn's brining me.

Speaking of family...

Mariel and Aidan had their birthday party this weekend, or suffice to say Sis Lyn had the party. Wow with all the children! And to top it off, Lyn was letting a bunch of 4th grade girls spend the night. Oh boy, I hope she survived! I'll have to call her to get the update.

Got to see Grams too this weekend. She seems to be doing well. Told me about a movie night she tried to attend at the senior housing facility. She did not stay for the end, but from what I heard she's socializing. It's good.

It pains me to see her. I think of Gramps. I love my Grams, too... but I think I felt closer to Gramps. I think a lot of people did. I hope to visit Grams some time in the near future. If Jim doesn't come up this weekend (again), then I'll see about taking Olivia there for an hour or so Friday or Saturday. If I feel up to going out. There's always just so much to do. I wish I just had 1 day to relax sometimes. I always say that, but in all honsety, I probably would not be happy with just 1 day.

It's Sunday night, I have a long week ahead of me. I better get some shut eye to get up bright and early.

I'm taking One breath at a time, One hour at a time, and I hope to survive One more day of insanity.