Went to a family gathering Saturday, and was lectured. I appreciate my family's concern with my returning to work. It will only be temporary, and I had to reiterate that. It was not a decision I came upon lightly. I have an ultrasound on Friday, I will be at 19 weeks, Same gestational period when I lost Abby in 2004 doing the say type of job I will be returning to. I have my normal appointment next Friday when I will be at 20 weeks. I will be monitored at least weekly during my 'difficult' time, not to say I will be any less careful...

I'm nervous, and I understand the concern. I think about it daily. I know the longer I work the higher my risk, and it wouldn't so much of an issue if I was healthy prior to pregnancy. I know if I start to feel even half as bad as I did on the 1st, I will make the decision to stay out of work the remainder of the pregnancy.

I also received a jory summons for the beginning of June. Never been called before to serve. I'll have to call Sis to see what to kind of expect.

Quick shout out to my friend-FightingFemale. I received the care package. Thank you! WE appreciate the help and the care you've displayed!