Don’t ask when you don’t want the answer.
You’re beyond my help.
Beyond my control.
Beyond my love.

There is so much of me reaching out to you
But I’m dead.
I want nothing to do with you.
Leave.

I can’t stand to look at those baby blues
Knowing you’re being deceptive again.
I can no longer support you
You need to learn to grow.

You’re almost 30.
Practically 30
And you haven’t changed.
Even with January, you will never change.

A few therapy sessions and that was all.
I brought up the other day the need for more
No response
Silence

I can’t feed the hatred growing inside of me
I can, but I won’t allow myself to
For the sake of our daughters,
I need you gone.

You know I know.
You know I’m not dumb.
You need to learn responsibility
You need to leave.

I thought we could work this out.
I was wrong.
I thought I could be stronger.
I was wrong.

I thought you would change
I’m not seeing improvement
I’m seeing myself supporting my children
I’m seeing myself supporting the house
I’m seeing that I don’t need you
I’m seeing that you’re wrong.