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today i was at a cake shop and the waitress started talking to me about her life experiences. Among the things she said, what caught my attention was she said that 'once you're married you'll know that men love many women." Her husband courted her as if she was a princess and now after 2 children, he doesn't even care if she's there. She is scared of letting him out of her sight because she knows when she is not around he fools around with other women. Are guys really like that? is there no real love and commitment in this world anymore? are people just looking for their own satisfaction and wants without caring how much hurt they cause their spouse that they have vowed to love and to hold till death do us part? i always thought that there IS such a thing as true love. that no matter how much ups and downs, we will always be true to each other and will never do anything on purpose to hurt my loved one. so sad that although i took care not to hurt him, he fell to temptation. To be fair, he DID admit to me that he had sex. Thank God it wasn't an affair. He says he's gonna change. that he realized that he's not infallible because he always thought that he would never ever cheat on me. He is working on building up his self discipline and we have agreed to go for counselling. he calls himself a low-life and is depressed because he hurt me so much. he doesn't want to be a bad guy and wants to be good. he doesn't want to lie. He is certainly saying very right things! time will tell if he's sincere in changing. But i'm trying my very best not to have hope until i see that he has really changed. Everything is against us. He will still be overseas for another 3 years. we will still be apart. Its hard enough having a long distance relationship but now that he has cheated, its next to impossible to repair a long distance relationship! i really dont know why i'm still giving him a chance. why can't i move on and just forget him? there are other guys out there. i'm so young! only 24! i think it's because i love him. i'm not afraid to be alone anymore. it's not because i'm afraid of being alone. I think i love him. but what is love? i'm not even sure about that? its so scary to think that this guy or any guy that i might choose next time, will most probably cheat on me and take me for granted. are there any 'older' ladies with more experience in this? from what i see, the older generation of men, my dad for eg, believe in commitment, but guys in my generation are alot more selfish.
4:09 PM - August 7, 2006 -
heyy
if that's the type of guy he is, then he shouldn't be with her. cause she deserves better. a guy who will treat her right, a guy who has eyes for her, who will love her , cherish her, and be true to her, defend her, and protect her. and treat her like the gentle flower she is.
Anonymous - 2:43 PM - November 2, 2006
heyy
if that's the type of guy he is, then he shouldn't be with her. cause she deserves better. a guy who will treat her right, a guy who has eyes for her, who will love her , cherish her, and be true to her, defend her, and protect her. and treat her like the gentle flower she is.
element1 - 2:44 PM - November 2, 2006
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