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So sad and confused

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Oh God please help me. pls help me in my life. its so messed up. i dont know what am i doing. i am just setting myself up for big hurt again sooner or later. i have just agreed to try again in a long distance relationship after my bf admitted he cheated on me. i could ask him to stay back 1 year and then i follow him back there but i scared if i follow him back there he will cheat on me again and i'll be stuck in ukraine. but if i let him go back there alone there is a high high probability he will cheat again becoz of the distance and its 3 more years. he is sincere i think he really regrets cheating on me because if he never told me, i would never haf known. i know its so lonely overseas but wat can i do? what can i do? fuck the whole situation. if only we were never separated, i can't bear this burden. i really can't. so sad and scared. terrified all the time. how can i live life like this? why is life so complicated? i just want to be happy. i never ask for much. not greedy. why are other couples so happy? God, please help me. please.

6:14 PM - August 10, 2006 - post comment


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