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Monday, April 14, 2008 - . (Full Stop)

I found a new obsession.

This obsession is by far, the most interesting obsession i've ever been obsessed with. In fact, it's so interesting, i wouldn't call it an obsession anymore. It's more like a hobby. No, it's a way of life...

It's to stare at So Ji Sup's beautiful face and listen to "Noon Eh Ggot" (Yuki No Hana aka "I'm Sorry, I Love You" theme song)
It's been 2 days and all i can think about is his face. I know that sounds so lame and pathetic and sick.... but here it is, the highlight of my life. The way i keep myself sane and awake. If i don't do all these funny, crazy things i would go crazy and dig a hole and bury myself.

It has been a very miserable week. Miserable month. No, actually to be frank, it has been a totally fucked up year and it's only April. I 'can't wait' till this year is over. I wonder how much miserable next year will be.

After my mummy & dad came back from the States, i thought that my life will finally return back to normal. You know, a life where i can find some light and at least some decent social life, but no. It hasn't been that way at all. First of all, my crazy lecturer decided to be a mean bastard and give us 4 (F.O.U.R) assignments in ONE FREAKING WEEK!

Which i, of course put off till the very last minute (as usual) because i didn't have the stupid CS3 program inside my comp, which brought me to my second disaster. So after work last Saturday, before i went to meet up with my college mates for lunch, i decided to head over to Uptown (nearby my college) to see if the DVD shop was open and wanted to check out if they sell any CS3 programes CD. I couldn't find out because when i reached there, the stupid shop was closed!

So, as i was driving to SS2 to meet my college mates, i was stopped at a T-Junction, waiting patiently and innocently for another car to drive pass when this stupid man crashed into the back of my car!!!! Not only i had the biggest shock of my life due to the impact, i sprained my neck & got a blueblack on my arm!!!!!

My car wasn't totally wrecked, which he was lucky (because if it was, i would have clobbered him with what was left with my once beautiful kangaroo bar) He of course, agreed to pay for my car and after getting all the necessary details and contact numbers, i drove shakily (with my knight in shinning armor college mate who sped all the way when i called to say i had an accident.) to SS2, which i of course developed a huge headache, and then got lectured by my mum because of the accident.

Then i forgotten my lap top had no more battery which was totally frustrating because we wanted to load something to my laptop and we had to 'steal' the plug to charge my lap top. (And was totally frustrated with those two bimbos in CoffeeBean!!!)

By the end of the day, i was ready to kill myself.

And then i found out my handphone is fucked up. As in seriously FUCKED UP!! Suddenly, oh so suddenly i couldn't type. I couldn't press the keypad. The only button that i could press was to answer and to reject the phone call. I was so frustrated.

Why God, why are You playing with my life?
Don't You know i'm on the verge of breaking down? Is this a test? To test my loyalty? To test my faith? To test how strong i am?

I give up. White flag. *wave wave wave*

In conclusion,

work sucks...colleagues (some) are fucked up, college sucks, life sucks..and my mom is currently harassing me. I'm going to blow.
Right about now.

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Can this be a full stop?