4/29/2009 - today. tml. friday.

right.

back to work today.

1. Jaden has HFMD.
2. Charlotte vomitted lots of times ytd.
3. Jovale vomitted as well. sick. fever.
4. I only got 13 children in class today.
5. Hao wei was sent back home his temperature was high.

TML.

1. Go work as usual.
2. Last day at nobori. VERY GOOD!
3. Meetup with Mr. Poh after work at nobori. at central.
4. God knows what collaboration he wants from me, thing abt personal PA or smth.

FRIDAY.

1. LABOUR DAY!
2. OFF DAY! NO WORK!!!
3. HAPPY! =)

love,

starrie.

4/27/2009 - m'sia.

i'm clearing leave.

so from last thurs until this tues i'm not working. great reat dayssss for me. hah.

am back in m'sia with mummy.

the weather is freaking hot. and it's affecting me.

cannot stand it. hot until i dunno how to describe. lOl.

well. there's nth here for me to do anyway. so i'm stuck in granny's house. luckily there's com for me to use. hahaha.

ah yi and her sons are here. i've got companions ltr on. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

i'll be disturbing them again. but they're very violent. anyway.. lOl.

wondering how's faith going on. haha. they shld be very very very busy.

this timing, the children had just finished their lunch. so, they shld be getting ready to bath.

i'm guessing it'll be damn chaotic now. hahaha. GOOD LUCK mdm soh! let you experience wat it is like to be with those lil' terrors for a few days.

i know i'm bad but, no choice. =) there's reasons involved but too lazy to type them out.

i miss the childrens thou..

o, btw, to the one who comment on my lost camera :

who are you?? lOl. yeah. i lost my camera. hah. glad tat you know how i feel. hahaha. =)

love,

starrie.

4/18/2009 - trip to s'pore flyer!

went spore flyer with the little ones ytd.

they were like so excited. especially xixuan.

kaien came in crying, maybe cos too noisy and rushing inside centre alr, so her mummy tagged along last minute.

was in one capsule with mdm soh, mrs tan, mrs lim, lady boss and my N1s. i only got 12 chidlren ytd so it's like so easy. hah.

they were all sitting very still when we first got up. but when the capsule reached mid-air, xixuan and kaien, the two youngest one was alr standing up and walking ard the capsule. totally enjoyig themselves. not scared at all. hah. whereas, most of my boys, are sitting on the bench.

but seriously, the view from the peak was very nice, just abit boring. cos if you're going up on your own, it's silence all the way for half and hour. lOl. lucky i got my childrens.

took lots of photos. will upload when i'm free.

everything was fine on that day, just abit pissed off when we arrived back at the centre. dun wanna elaborate any further.

love,

starrie.

4/18/2009 - my wants.

I WANT TO GO ON A HOLIDAY.

I WANT TO GO CLUB. it has been ages since i went. suddenly feel lyk going.

I WANT TO CHANGE JOB. lOl. maybe a few mths ltr.

I WANT A CAMERA! i lost mine like dunno how long ago...

I WANT A LAPTOP! no specific reasons. lOl.

I WANT TO GO K.

I WANT TO GO EAT BUFFET.

I WANT. I WANT. I WANT.

all my current wants. i'll add more once i tot of more. =)

love,

starrie.

4/16/2009 - disappeared?

hello..

i know i'd disappeared for a very very very long time.

am just too tired to come in. haha.

going singapore flyer tml with the litte ones.

looking forward. very tired today. dunno why. lOl.

quitting my job in nobori.

last day's on the 30th. this month.

yaya;yaya.

my new favourite child. =)

love,

starrie.

4/1/2009 - APRIL FOOLS DAY!

happy april fools day!

lOl.

din meet lp ytd. was too tired waiting for her.

i got my hair cut today. i always hated how i look when i got my hair cut. dunno why.

i look strange. wierd. ugly. maybe it's just my imagination but...

i like it better when it grows.

hah.

got 2 new gers today. not bad. quite obedient. at least din cry for the whole day. haha.

charlotte and daylia.

love,

starrie.

3/31/2009 - tired. out.

supposed to be meeting LP ltr at ard 5pm.

planning saman's bday together.

am in a slacking status now. damn tired today.

xixuan woke up crying for me, due to nightmare today. poor thing.

kaien cried for very long when she came today. until lin lao shi came and stop her. lOl.

hongming actually said ''zao an, ms ang.'' to me today. autistic but a very clever boy.

i seem to understand almost everything he said now. unlike the past. hah.

caius was in a happy mood today. din cry and cry like he used to when he came in the past.

saman told me to ask ppl dun get huge bday presents for her cos she dun want to walk ard with a huge bulky thing. see this, ppl?

as if we'll care. hahahaha.

ytd suddenly told me that she got work on the 11th ask me whether can change to 12th not. i was like, NO!

cos everything was settled alr. had asked ppl to make themselves free on the 11th and not the 12th. if change date i think no one will be free.

so NO. asked her to ask her boss whether can change to another sat to work not. better be possible. if not...........

all for today. =)

love,

starrie.

3/29/2009 - ASKA today. =)

i saw ASKA darling today!

missed him so much. so long nvr see him alr. lOl.

still as naughty and chubby as ever.

hah. clever boy. =)

love,

starrie.

3/28/2009 - ME!

My Personality

Neuroticism - 17

Extraversion - 66

Openness to Experience - 38

Agreeableness - 31

Conscientiousness - 35

You rarely get angry and it takes a lot to make you angry, however you often resist any cravings or urges that you have, but sometimes you give in. You lead a leisurely and relaxed life. You would prefer to sit back and smell the roses than indulge in high energy activities. You tend not to express your emotions openly and are sometimes not even aware of your own feelings. You dislike confrontations and are perfectly willing to compromise or to deny your own needs in order to get along with others, however you believe that a certain amount of deception in social relationships is necessary. You are guarded in new relationships and less willing to openly reveal the whole truth about yourself. You are a reasonably organized person and like to have a certain amount of routine in your life.

My IQ

IQ - 134

Left Brain - 63 

Right Brain - 57

Your IQ Score puts you in the Superior range of intelligence (130 - 140), indicating that you are well above average intelligence and considered to be extremely smart. Neither the left or right side of your brain has dominance This means that you are well rounded and equally as good at big picture thinking and creativity as you are at numerical or logic based activities. Your numerical skills are about average and you are able to get by with numbers and mathematics. A stronger grasp of mathematical concepts and more practice with maths and numbers would help you in planning your finances or understanding statistics, however you have excellent word comprehension skills and perform extremely well at language based tasks such as writing an article or understanding written works. This will help you greatly if you are involved in publishing or journalism. You have strong spatial relations abilities that give you an advantage when undertaking such activities as estimating space or parking a car.

My Self-Perception

Investment in Appearance - 50

Investment in Body Integrity - 58

You are not overly invested in your appearance, but you do like to look good. You are not an overly emotional person, but you do somewhat care about how people see you. If something occurs that makes you feel unattractive it has the potential to make you feel a bit stressed. While your health is important to you, it is not the most important factor in your life. You do not like to get sick, but you have a good attitude towards illness and can cope with sickness ok.

My Optimism/Pessimisim

Optimism - 83

Pessimism - 50

You believe that the future holds many positive opportunities with successful outcomes. This means that you most likely have great stress coping strategies, high motivation and good persistance. You do sometimes view the world as a place of bad experiences and events, at these times you are unlikely to invest much trust or faith in the belief that things will turn out ok.

My Success

External Goals - 45

Popular Fame - 43

World well-being - 62 

Political Influence - 38

Internal Goals - 87

Partner and Family - 100 

Friends - 90

Financial Success - 81

Creation / Fulfillment - 75

 You have a moderate desire for external approval and would like others to see you as successful.You wouldn't mind being famous and somewhat enjoy the attention of others. You are not generally very attention seeking. An aspiration to make the world a better place drives you. You want to help the people around you and the world in general. You don't really like positions of authority and will avoid them if you can.

Love and great relationships are the most important factors in the world to you. What is life without love? You intensly cherish the relationships of those around you and have a huge amount of love to give. You are the epicentre of your social group and the entire social dynamic revolves around your love and support. Your friends are hugely important to you and you to them. Money makes the world go round, and being financially free and successful is extremely important to you. Be careful that you don't focus on financial success so much that it inhibits your personal relationships. You really enjoy your work and believe it is important to be satisfied with your job. You are probably a creative person and enjoy the creative process.

My Relationship

Security -  67

Avoidance - 33

Ambivalence - 39

Worry - 44

Merger - 33

You have good security in your relationships and receive comfort from being around the people you love. This helps you to cope with life and to be strong in other situations.

You do not have commitment issues and are able to commit emotionally to relationships. People find it easy to get close to you and draw great satisfaction from relationships with you.

You have good self confidence and do not spend overly much time worrying about the success or failure of your relationships. This attitude allows you to be more relaxed in a relationship and is of great benefit.You are moderately worried about being abandoned in your relationships, and do spend some time worrying if your partner, family or friends still love you. However generally you are able to overcome these feelings. You are not at all clingy in relationships and have a healthy attitude towards how close a relationship needs to be.

If you want to take the quizes, www.learnyourself.com

very interesting. =)

love,

starrie.

3/28/2009 - my bday mth.

i found this on a friend's bloggie. accurate? quite.

OCTOBER
Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to take things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn’t pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think.Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced.Easily loses confidence. Loves children.

love,

starrie.

3/28/2009 - 50 First Reactions.

3/27/2009 - mentally retarded.

just finished bathing.

i smelled so nice. hah. going abit mental alr.

i'm freaking hungry.

going to source for food to eat.

really.

love,

starrie.

3/27/2009 -

just finished bathing.

3/26/2009 - lalala.

whoever that says money can't buy them happiness,

what's wrong with them??!

yeah.

money buys us things and things makes us happy.

lOl.

planning saman's b'day party.

damn headache. and they are like not replying my msgs with suggestions. wth.

really going crazy.

love,

starrie.

3/22/2009 - random##

March 22nd 2009.

Sunday.

Venue: Home

To-do: Lesson plans. sleep. slack. ROT!

boring day. really boring. haix.

my life's ruined by lesson plans. lOl.

love,

starrie.

3/18/2009 - it's over.

went for my body checkup ytd. quite fun thou. lOl. very fast. no need to wait freaking long like in polyclinics. hah.

blood test is not that painful also. so still alright. one time okay. lucky me. =) but the needle was huge lar. lOl.

yongsheng's b'day is coming.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY yeah! =)

he invited me to his b'day. chalet on sunday.

sunday! mon i have to wake up damn early leh. dunno want to go not. see how first la. if can i go okay. =)

seriously, i want to sleep now..

love,

starrie.

3/16/2009 - blood test!! urgh..

mdm soh wants me to go for body checkup!

tomorrow!!!

blood test!!! needles!!!

shitty shit. hope it doesn't hurts!!

love,

starrie.

3/15/2009 - bugis trip.

went out with saman and cowell today. to bugis. might be going again on thurs. cowell wanted to. lOl.

damn funny with them. was bitching abt kavi. laugh until i cannot take it. hah.

we dragged cowell to take photo. she said she din take neoprints before. haha. and she was so excited abt the whole thing. and after takig the photo, keep on looking at them. hah. not bad la, the photos. and then went bugis street. cowell wanted to extend a strand of pink coloured hair. and after extending, she was so excited la. like small children. haha. walk everywhere, see mirror she'll look into it. lOl. cannot stand her. but really fun la. despite the rainy weather.

tml's monday! starting starting work again! =)

 geek specs! lOl. i took it out of my bag after we took photo and cowell was wondering why i din take it out when we were taking photo so she can wear it. hah. i forgot lar. =p

love,

starrie.

3/14/2009 - a week just passed by.

Friday.

was in a very bad mood today. bad day at centre. long story.

mr. poh wanted me to help him out as an apprentice during his training. fishy. dunno got what motives. lOl.

was working at nobori today. till 10pm but stock came in late and jasmine scared rikki can't cope with it the next day so i stayed back after work to help her. finished at ard 1030pm. cabbed home with her. andrea was working today also and she stayed back for a few hours with us before her work starts at wisma. she's very funny. very easy to talk with. at least work with her have things to talk abt. but she's only working until end of this mth. she's afraid she couldn't deal with her higher nitec work and everything. so sad. lOl. keep in touch yeah. =)

Saturday.

not going out today.

every sat i'm like doing almost the same things. hah. i'm going to fix my own lunch later. thinking what to eat..

Sunday.

meeting saman and cowell. to bugis. shopping. =)

lone time nvr see cowell. not that long lar. just... lOl.

Monday.

WORK STARTS! haix. have to face mdm soh soh soh again.

love,

starrie.

3/11/2009 - creamy clam chowder.

right.

today's a bad day.

mdm soh was nagging like all the way. thru out man. cannot stand her. everytime like that. when she's ard, i won't have any peace.

i'm not happy there. seriously.

yeah. i get along really well with the children there.

yeah. auntie may, ms ho, mrs tan, lin lao shi, mrs lim all treated me okay.

yeah. i chat with them during free times.

BUT. somewhere, somehow, some ppl (or shld i say a couple of ppl?) are wearing a fake smile all the time.

they are very very. FAKE.

like wolves that are wearing sheep costumes.

i'm thinking of quittng. still considering.

HELL.

i want to stay out late this sat. really. i want to.

   “A boss creates fear, a leader confidence. A boss fixes blame, a leader corrects mistakes. A boss knows all, a leader asks questions. A boss makes work drudgery, a leader makes it interesting.”

- Russell H. Ewing

My supervisor doesn't creates fear, couldn't fix blame, doesn't know all and doesn't makes work drudgery.

- Starrie

love,

starrie.

3/9/2009 - mushrooms!

monday!

terrible. my sore throat is coming back again. strepsils doesn't help at all. what the hell.

after work went cold storage to get mushrooms! suddenly feel like eating mushrooms. bought enoki, portobello and oyster mushrooms. and also dou miao and crabmeat.

went home and cooked my BIG BIG mushroom meal. hah. no rice nth. just mushrooms and vegetable. very nice! =)

raining again. good. nice for sleeping. hah.

sat going chill. make yourself free, ppl! =)

love,

starrie.

3/7/2009 - smile. cos i love it when you do.

SMILE LIKE YOU MEAN IT.

love,

starrie.

3/7/2009 - typical saturday.

typical saturday.

took leave cos dunno why, just dun feel like going centre to clean up the toys and everything.

want to take a break. hah.

tml's sunday.

am meeting saman for k instead of picnic-ing. cos cow and kavi doesn't want to go.

saman told me she got flu, dunno able to sing anot. i told her dun care. she must get well by today. hah.

anyway, if she not able to sing tml, we'll go to the movies. get well soon la girl. take care of yourself. =)

anyhow, i'll still get out of my house tml. i want to play!

lp's going to the entertainment awards tonight. bet she's freaking happy.

free tickets. from school. enjoy then girl. =)

love,

starrie.

3/4/2009 - Random#

very sleepy!!

just finished dinner. hah.

went back to sss today after work with lp. to sort of help-out for choir.

all the juniors there i dunno but anyway, very long nvr go back alr so just go back look look see see la huh. hah. secretly took some photos of them and the band, CO. will post them up soon! =)

saw david! he nvr change lor. still da same. his son going to be 2yrs old alr. so fast.

saw deric, matthew and one more i forgot who, on the way there. they were being chased out they said. hah. looked like terrorists la.

their rehearsals end ard 3.45pm i think. then after that bused home with lp but halfway thru, started raining and i ended up in the void-deck below her house. wait for the rain to stop.

we chatted. 'bout lots of things. ppl. like sophia. hah. 'bout work and everything. and 3hrs passed like that. very fast.

tml still have to go down heeren. lucky is only until 6pm tml. otherwise i think i cannot take it ar.

sunday is coming! but i think cowell they all dun wanna go picnic alr. yeah la, recently everyday also rain. better dun go. another day then go.

anyway, even if they dun go, i can still go k with saman. good also. hah. very long nvr go alr. then after k go have dinner or something and shopping! =)

looking forward!

love,

starrie.

3/2/2009 - skies crying. badly.

hello.

just reached home not long ago. was raining lyk hell. really heavily.

very tired. feel like sleeping.

ytd slept at ard 1.30+am. and i woke up at 5.45am today. dunno why. can't sleep. haix.

i promised the children they'll have lolipops tml if they behaved well today. hah. guess i'll need to pack a couple of lolipops and so on tml..

yeah. i work on a BRIBE system with them. hah. what a good teacher. lOl.

i got my VS bag today! so pretty and HUGE!!

the weekender is like a holiday bag. really really huge but i like. =)

i can use it for chalets and so on. also got my wrislet. pretty. hah.

got a couple of things today. 

bought new shorts cos mine old ones are like spoilt alr. torn and tattered. hah.

bought new waterbottle cos mine's liked spoilt, a hundred years ago..

and some other things la. basic necessities. hah.

PICNIC THIS SUNDAY AT SENTOSA!

so happy!!

i hope and pray that it won't rain. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE.

i'm going to prepare lots of foods and games to play. hah. but like very few ppl. only me, saman, kavi, cowell not sure yet. 

i'm going to ask saman and kavi whether can ask more ppl to go not. otherwise like will be very not fun. anyway, see how first. but still, looking forward. =)

i'm going to sleep early today man.

cannot take it anymore.

love,

starrie. 

3/1/2009 - yes. it's raining.

yeah.

was so happy just now cos it's a sunny sunday.

but guess happiness doesn't last long. hah. it's raining heavily again!

but good also. for the cool weather. good for sleeping. hah.

love,

starrie.

3/1/2009 - sunny day. no more rain.

First day of MARCH.

sunny sunday!

no rain! =)

sunday's a slacking day.

   ''         a having fun day.

   ''         a shopping day.

   ''         a family day.

SUNDAY! =)

i'm crazy today. dun mind me.

lOl.

love,

starrie.

2/28/2009 - i'll make you faint. some doctor.

just finished my lunch.

my favourite mushroom rice with steamed egg. hah. easy to cook and very nice. i'm falling in love with mushrooms!!! lOl.

anyway,

not feeling really well these few days. ytd went nobori to help out. i whole day like nvr serve any customers. hah. cos very bad flu and sore throat.

then belle gave me panadol. thanks girl! =) and pls belle, dun ask me go customer service counter to change vouchers alr. personnels there very irritating! lOl.

asked jasmine to let me go home earlier and she did. so i left work at 9pm. slept at ard 11+. i think it's better alr. not as bad as ytd, at least ate more alr. but also, really thankful today no needa work. can slack at home. otherwise i think i'll faint. hah.

rain stopped alr. but it looks like it'll rain again. rain rain rain.

love,

starrie.

2/26/2009 - wierd questions.

LIN LAO SHI QUARRELLED WITH MDM SOH TODAY.

terrible.

i'm feeling terrible. no energy. cannot eat.

today in centre, lunch was macaroni soup. i told auntie may dun give me so much but still, she gave one big bowl. lOl.

cannot finish. ate a few spoonfuls and poured the rest away.

went nobori to help out today. and guess what.

jasmine also brought me macaroni. except hers was dry and spicy. also one big bowl.

she ask me to finish all but in the end, too spicy for me then i ate few mouthfuls and left it there. lOl.

tml still got to go there work. irritating. cos tml jasmine off. haix. it's gonna be a long day..

i'm taking next sat off. suddenly feel like going for picnic. so asked saman alr. but she haven gave me answer yet. am going to rush her.

today suddenly thought of chalet. maybe it'll be better if all of us are for the chalet. asked them alr. but they've got to check their schedule. haix.

anyway, i'm going out to have fun within these few days. i'm exhausted alr.

burned out alr.

tml's an early start.

feel like sleeping now. hah.

love,

starrie.

2/25/2009 - raining heavily.

The road to success is not straight.

There's a curve called FAILURE,

A loop called CONFUSION, Speed bumps called FRIENDS,

Red lights called ENEMIES,

Caution lights called FAMILY.

You will have flat tires called JOBS.

But if you have a spare called DETERMINATION,

An engine called PERSERVERANCE,

A driver called GOD,

You will make it to a place called SUCCESS.

=)

love,

starrie.

2/25/2009 - those two..

hello. hello. hello.

i'm back to blog.

hah.

two adults are acting really wierd.

i dnno why. i just feel so.

really wierd.

anyway, today centre's in chaos.

caius cried thru out the day. and i can't pacify him. so i leave him to mdm soh. hah.

my N1's are a little too hyperactive today. i'm so tired after i'd finished teaching.

not feeling really well. no appetite.

ytd only ate one meal auntie made and drank some cereal jasmine gave.

today at least better. ate more. dunno why like that also. going to be sick soon. hah.

tml's going to be a long day..

friday's going to be an even long day..

cos i'll be working at nobori. hah.

lesson plans! lesson plans!

photos will be up soon! =)

love,

starrie.

2/23/2009 - congratulations. live a happy life! =)

CONGRATS TO COWELL'S BRO ON GETTING MARRIED TO A REALLY PRETTY GIRL.

BEST WISHES! I WISH YOU GUYS LIFELONG HAPPINESS. LIVE A HAPPY LIFE THRUOUT. =)

ytd went to their ROM reception.

quite fun thou. just that the crowd actually left earlier. might be because today is a working day.

kavi was late and saman was there before me.  we left at ard 9+. the mc is a funny guy thou. lOl.

FIRST AID COURSE IS FINALLY OVER!

I PASSED! =)

THANKS TO THE LECTURERS.

MR. POH AND DR. SEAN.

i'm feeling confused.

due to some matters. but. watever.

love,

starrie.

2/21/2009 - wedding wedding wedding.

i saw lil' CAIUS today at macdonalds'!

he's so cute. eating ice-cream and fries.

i'm super BLOATED now.

just eaten dinner. lOl.

tml's is COWELL's bro rom reception.

CONGRATS! =)

going. after my stupid first-aid course. at Golden Landmark Hotel. nvr heard before. that's why came online to check out how to go there. lOl.

it's near bugis. gotta find my way there. their rom starts at 0630pm. my first-aid course ends at 0630pm. lOl.

i'll be late man. like really late. i think when i reached there it'll be abt 7+ alr.

I DUNNO WHAT TO WEAR STILL!!!!!!!!!

cowell ger only let me know abt it today. haix.

FIRST AID TEST IS TML!!!

love,

starrie.

2/20/2009 - disinfecting. cleaning. washing.

walked home from my centre today.

it took me ard 50mins to walk from my centre to my house.

but, dunno why, just felt like walking home.

my darling XIXUAN got HMFD. haix.

her mummy just rang up today and told us. that is alr the 3rd case of HMFD in my class.

CAIUS returned to school today. still having medicine and still crying. but still alright. cried for a lil' while only. unlike last time.

mdm soh told me to be careful and to always wash my hands after handling a child. she said 'adults can get HMFD too'. and i told her 'yeah. i'm going to get it alr. soon. after i get HMFD, you will need to sweep, mop the floor, clean the children, nappy change, CLEAR VOMIT!'. irritating. lOl.

sometimes, i think even she also cannot stand me.

it's fri alr.

First-aid test is coming! Sun.

again 10hrs in that stupid class. again 10hrs with MICHELLE WONG. again 10hrs in a cramped up place.

tml will be freaking busy cos have to disinfect the whole school. Esp my N1 class.

washing, wiping, drying, arranging.

same old routine all over again.

I'M HUNGRY.

VERY HUNGRY.

love,

starrie.

2/19/2009 - hmmm..

hello guys.

just finished fixing my lunch.

seasoned rice and my favourite steamed egg with mushrooms and cuttlefish ball. lOl.

hungry alr. hah.

i want to go k. cos very long din go alr. SAMAN, SEE THIS?? lOl.

i want to go holiday. cos i want to.

i want a camera. cos mine was lost.

i want to study a new course. cos i like it.

love,

starrie.

2/18/2009 - another child.

Just returned from work not long ago.

today centre is in chaos.

everything is so messy. i'd just got informed ytd that peggy has been diagnosed with HMFD.

another child of mine. haix. so the whole cleaning process have to be started again. and my poor N1 class have to be isolated. and the sister, pearlyn, has to be isolated everyday as well. poor thing.

from today onwards, have to have lunch, lessons, assembly, nap, everything inside the class. if not, the mdm soh will nag and nag and nag. like today. and found a few children with rashes today. one of them is trisha. whole body is full of red rashes. called her daddy and her maid came and fetch her home.

i was on my own most of the time today. so tiring. so many things must do and the children are not used to lining up also. they'll run ard and so on, so it's terrible.

very terrible.

and mdm soh only make matters worst.

finally got time to rest when the children are napping.

received msg from jasmine saying she went back to work, i no need to go over. really am grateful for that cos i'm burned out alr.

ytd went over to help and i was bored to death there. no crowd at all. luckily got some ppl ltr that night and our sales is not so bad.

nico was working at c.a.p all by himself. poor thing ar. no one to chat with. lOl. he was convert back to part-timer alr. at least being a part-timer is less stressful and the pay is higher. hah.

and i realize somehting today.

children. they are scared of RED paint.

i was doing art with them today and i prepared some paint for them to do hand printing first.

i got red and yellow paint. then i thought use the red one first then overlap with the yellow.

after that, i got some of them to do first. first 3 child are fine. they was so happy to do art.

then the 4th child, she placed her hand on the plate of paint and when she took it up, there's some uncovered areas so i painted in on with a brush.

she was so scared. then after she had done them, she ran to the toilet to wash them off.

after that i got another child to come and do, and when she took her hand up, she saw the red paint on her palms and she CRIED.

then after that i quickly rush her to the toilet to wash off the paint. then cleaner auntie tell me that they thought it was blood. then i know.

lOl.

anyway, i'm not going to use red paint with them ever again.

p.s: get well soon peggy. =)

love,

starrie.

2/16/2009 - i need some quiet-ness...

went to work as usual today.

i've got 18 children in my class today.

i dunno why but i find this batch of children even more difficult to control than the last batch i have.

i'm losing my voice soon. everyday there's a need to shout. lOl.

it is sooooo noisy that i cannot hear myself.

cries. screaming. shouting. snatching. fighting.

haix.

children.

after work went to heeren to help out cos jasmine not working.

her mum's sick i think.

take cares. and FASTER COME BACK JASMINE!

tml also will be working there. 3-10pm.

another boring day.

i really got no topic to chat with that ger.

there's no link between us at all.

at least work with jasmine/joeanne will be fun. even cloverbel is okay.

but her. really boring. PLAIN BORED.

but still have to work anyway...

sudden headache. dunno why. head's complaining. lOl.

have to go finish my lesson plans alr. shit.

alot haven do.

love,

starrie.

2/15/2009 - freaking 10hours!

just return from first aid course.

mdm soh msged me at 1.39am last night just to remind me abt the course today.

phone was not on silent and i was sleeping. feel like calling back to scold her.

freaking boring. and the aunties there are like so noisy. dunno how to describe. like wet market like that. cannot stand them.

starts at 830am then all the way thru is theory. then after that ard 1230 went for lunch break. ate with mrs tan and guys.

return. continue with lesson. but luckily. this part more interesting. CPR. on fake person. that fake mannequin is like so huge. lOl.

but really fun. if i pass, i can go out and save ppl alr. HAH.

learnt recovery position and so on. next sunday still have to go again. there's test. pratical and theory. poor thing me. haix.

I HATE THAT MICHELLE WONG FROM FAITH EDUCARE BLK 275A!!!

she is absolutely UNREASONABLE.

cannot stand her. so old alr still like that. IRRITATING.

dun want type the whole incident out otherwise will waste alot of time.

but i now understand why samantha decided to leave that place. if it's me, i'll leave too.

after lessons, trained back home.

actually was supposed to go down heeren. but too tired and anyway there's no crowd so i skipped. of cos did informed jasmine.

want to sleep alr. very tired. but still so early.. lOl.

today is all about lessons and lessons and more lessons.

NO LIFE.

lOl.

love,

starrie.

2/14/2009 - valentine's for couples only? not true..

STARRIE WISHES EVERYBODY A,

HAPPY VALENTINES' DAY!

VERY BEST WISHES TO YOU AND YOUR LOVED ONES.

ENJOY! =)

love,

starrie.

2/13/2009 - wierdos.

Mummy's acting abit wierd.

Bro's acting abit wierd.

dunno why.

I'M LOST.

love,

starrie.

2/12/2009 - what a day.

started my day early as usual.

on opening shift.

recently dunno why lots of children likes to cry.

no difference today. i've been hearing cries of babies non-stop for the past few days.

they are like live, sad musicals. except they are screaming.

got news from supervisor that one of my new child, caius has gotten HFMD.

terrible. everyone is so tired from cleaning the toys, mattresses everyday.

somemore the parents blame it on the centre.

he was here for only 2 days for goodness sake and he din even play with the children.

all he does is sit in a corner and play on his own.

but nonetheless, he's is a terrible state now.

get well soon caius. =)

then after work went over to nobori.

jasmine's off today. went over to help.

but seriously, i hate working with that ger. even belle next door couldn't stand her too.

she's always rubbing in when i'm talking to MY customers.

i'm not saying she can't. but she'll have to know what i'm planning to do isn't it?

she suddenly came and do something to their clothes in the middle of my explanations.

of cos. after that, my face blacked. for the whole day.

i just dun like the way she does things. and after serving a big customer who bought alot, she'll be like so proud of herself.

what's there to be proud of? i mean, it's not as if me or jasmine nvr did that before.

she really get into me sometimes.

I JUST CAN'T GET ALONG WITH CHINA PPL.

irritating bunch of ppl.

love,

starrie.

2/11/2009 - lil' darlings.

lil' xixuan.

lil' trisha.

2/10/2009 - finally. after years of unblogging....

right.

after years of unblogging, i'm finally back to blogging again.

nth much worth mentioning these days i think. just felt like blogging again.

tired and restless.

back to working part-time at nobori.

ppl changes. everbody changes.

not tat close to anyone there anymore. just normal colleagues kind of r/s.

jasmine is still like last time. still treats me well. very well.

new gers. ziling who is freaking skinny.

rikki. not exactly new but was there for liked mths alr. (china lady. i can't get along with china ppl!)

working part-time in childcare centre as well.

the kids are so adorable.

but naughty. lOl.

kinda stressful there but i enjoy it. strange huh.

maybe because they are just a cheerful bunch of babies.

putting my studies on hold. lots of things to settle still.

might be studying for a new course. anyway...

long tym din see joe alr. saw leon the other day. still as crappy.

shld ask them out sometime. heard joe went over to KL to work. in a bridal boutique.

congrats on finding the job! it's so near your ambition alr.

work hard and best wishes! =)

love,

starrie.