Yesterday we found the ideal house to rent, this morning the owner decided not to take us in.

Fanf*****tastic.

I'm still waiting for the various factions to give me permits for my project in a couple of weeks...

I went and saw Dave last night briefly.

He is now on Morphine to try and settle his breathing so that he can start Chemo.  He is still on steroids, he is still on oxygen full time and he is also on a ventolin inhaler.  He cant stand up with out help and the most he can do all day is move from his bed to his chair 3 times.  The nurses have to help him to and from the loo and he needs their help to shower.  I don't think he'll make christmas.  The boss doesnt thing he'll make it out of October.

I've gone cold.  Too many emotions. 

Been here before, Shutdown.

Where's my damn water bottle!