Goddamn.
Could it be? Could it have finally happened? Is it possible that I've reached that point.
Oh fuck ME! It has! I don't believe it... I'm so ashamed. Please don't look at me right now. PLEASE!
Stop it. Ouch. It hurts, it hurts so much! But I deserve it for the crime I've committed.
What's done is done. I cannot change the past. I'll have to learn to live with this thorn in my side.
I can do it though. I'll get by. Don't worry about me.
But I am truly and honestly sorry for what I've done.
Who would have thought, after all this time. After all the trials and tribulations... the blood, sweat, and tears.
I finally broke. Snapped. Burned out. Finished last.
And all I have left is this:
A complete waste of yours and my time.
Have I peaked already? Is this the last step before the cliff?
Or will I sprout wings and fly...
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