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[ currently offline ] Visit Website • Name: ruby astari • Gender: Female • Birthday: 11/4/1981 (Age: 28) • IM Screen Name: - (AIM) • Location: -, Indonesia About Me So many things can happen, especially in this crazy world. One day consists of twenty-four hours and one hour means sixty minutes. There are countless possibilities. We can never really tell...*shrugs* Alright, I'm not here to play basic math or something.:P I've never really been good at it anyway.*sighs* I prefer composing a hundred words or more. In fact, I've been doing that for a long time. I'm still doing it. My heart is full of constant riot called feelings. My head is overcrowded with crazy thoughts. Sometimes they're strong enough to hold everything in and simply carry on. Oftentimes, they're about to burst with excruciating (mental) agony. No, I'm not making that up. Some say it's okay. That only shows I'm alive as a (normal) mortal. That means I'm just human. On a day like today, one may have their dawning realization about life. Nothing lasts forever. (Even love, perhaps??) Nothing is certain. No one can always be there for you, eventhough they want to. Nobody can ever really predict the future, even the next five seconds ahead. In other words, life is frail... Before we know it, we may lose everything - and everyone. It can be your personal glory, your best friend, someone younger, or even the one you love the most in this limited time of life. There's no time to waste. Love them while they're still around, because - on a day like today - we just never really know... The Author Entries Written: 343 entries Comments Written: 0 comments Signup Date: August 3, 2007 Last Login: March 21, 2010 I'm A Friend Of: (4) enelda, ladymadonna, StephSmith51675, yeemadesign

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Actually, I've originally planned to entitle this diary "The Rat Race For The Overachiever".:P However, I didn't want to sound too sarcastic about life (although I am sarcastic already *big evil grin*).  Believe it or not, having been living as me for this long, there are quite interesting (if not also crazy!) things about me:    1.I'm an agitated perfectionist with myself, but can be pretty laid-back when it's still necessary.:) Thank God.  2.Once in a while (if not too many!:P) I get to fool a lot of people with my 'childlike' demeanor. They think I'm childish and ignorant, but wait 'til I shock them all.*giggles*  3.I'm now a caffeine-addict.  4.I also can't seem to quit writing at all.  5.My hair is thick, wavy, and dark - almost black like most Asian's - but somehow, a few silvery gray ones have emerged totally against my will since I was 18.:| They say it's genetically unavoidable, but at least I don't look like Taylor Hicks.  6.I've got two small, permanent scars - one on my neck and another on my lower lip. The one on my neck was from a minor surgery to remove the extra swell of fat when I was in fifth grade (yes, that bad!), and the one on my lower lip was from an accident in the front yard when I was five. Good thing they're barely visible, though.:P  7.I'm a constant fighter against my own emotional eating habit and will only stop when I'm dead. Enough said.  8.When I'm sick of arguing with people, I (choose to) shut up and let them have it their way, but that doesn't mean I agree with them - no matter who's right or wrong. Yes, I am still that stubborn.  And some more to come...:P  The Author