Every so often we come across something that someone in this great wide world has been able to express and it comes across to us as a simple truth. Whether it is said after deep contemplation and thought or whether it is the ramblings of drunk it doesn't matter. And we understand what the author of such a simple truth is meaning in full capacity. Its unfortunate that it is never those that need to express the simple truth of the way they are feeling in such an easy simplistic manner. To be able to get another to understand the way you feel in the true form that you are feeling it is something I need to learn. I want to learn. Because the truth is hardly anyone ever knows the full story about the way I feel, think or even just am. I got asked if I was either emo or goth by a friends sister... my response took awhile because the truth is that I do not know what I am other then a human being. Do we choose who we are? or do we develope? because I change so much to forget to move on that I have lost who I originally was and haven't forgotten any of the things I wanted to.

I'm running out of hope. I wish there was something to fill the void that has become a part of my being and every day the void gets bigger and something else slips into the whole that is left behind.

I feel like I'm drowning and no ones around to save me, I feel as though I could cry but i've run out of tears, I feel like I'm sick and unable to throw up. I feel like a balloon that has slowly gone down and all that is left is the rubber the only physical thing that we can see.