part of Frank Sinatra's - You'll never know

Youll never know just how much I miss you
Youll never know just how much I care

_ The reason why I've put this is that it explains exactly how I'm feeling and well this is easier to understand then my own explanation._

People generally don't understand how easy it is for me to relate this song to the way I am feeling right now in this moment. For I miss the one I love and even though I know I will probably never see him again or speak to him again what gets to me most is the fact that he will never know how much I still love him and always will.

You're the reason behind

those stupid love songs.

The reason that I breath with a sigh,

while floating on the cloud you set me down on.

That was before I made a huge mistake,

now you are the hole that is in my heart,

the loneliness I feel in the middle of the night,

The rain drops that fall and hide my tears.

For you will never know how much

I love you,

You will never know the way that I feel.

sitting in the rain waiting for you to return

waiting for every tear to disappear.

You were my world,

universe,

light when it was dark.

But I never told you what you

meant to me.

And forever you won't know

how much I love you.

Despite the shit you put me through

I can forgive you because

my love

for you in unconditional.

Every night you I pray for you,

dream of you,

and wish you were right here lying

next to me.

But never again

because I listened to the logical

instead of my very own heart.

Forever I will love you,

even though you will never know.