I honestly feel as though I'm re-living two years ago just with different people in my life.

Some people would say well isn't that a good thing that you get to do it all over again and this time not make the mistakes

you did then.

The truth is I don't want to relive it, I don't want to go back there or through what I went through before because it was hell and

i haven't seen the better side of life for long enough.

I don't know what to say. I'm completely lost right now and I guess it is really bringing me down.

I'll write again tomorrow once i've sorted a few more things out and are hopefully in a better mood