i know its valentines day today,and the worst thing that happened to me awhile ago is that i scolded my mom..i told her that shes unfair,everything bet. the two of us has messed up.. i don't know how to react in this situation...i know,i'm guilty..its all my fault..its all my fault..its always me who mess up things w/ her..

u know what??i love my mom even though shes like that..i love her no matter what happen.. 

and i know for shure,she loves me too.. 

anyways my dear journal i am planning to apologize to her..its my fault anyway....

on the other hand, my valentines sucks,i have no one to share it with..maybe if you can just talk,i know you'll going to tell me:why don't u just celebrate valentines with your mother instead??

well my answer is:she has a valentino,and i dont have one..,,i hope my father is still here..im madly missing him.

ohh i remember,feb. 16 this year is his 2nd death anniversary,if only i can turn back the hands of time dear diary,i would hug him so tight that he cant let go of me<snif,snif>anyway,it's valentines day so,i wanna greet everyone happy valentines DAY!!my advise for everyone is just seize the day even though we have lots of challenges..and one more thing,don't call problems problems,instead use the word challenges..

take care everyone!!if you want a friend to turn to i'm just here..