hi there,,u know what blog,somehow i missed u..u became my hearing aid/cure since my period of depression came,,anyways,lets get to the main point of my entry,,here...

1st of all,,summer was sooo dooomed to me..there r lots of things that happened..u know the other syd ryt??the happy ones..haha..lets not talk it about this time..u know wad?my granny died..last april 25th..its been ages blog,,and u have missd lot of stuffs that happen to me ,sorry for that,as i was sayin..wen my granny died,, i fainted sooo loud and i tot i would die too..coz d fact that i dun bliv she died...and once again,i felt sooo dreadin and lonely knowing that i lose someone again.someone so important,special, sum1 hu ilove most,that period of my life is such lonely blog..i was sooo guilty knowing that am not there b4 she died..ive wished that somehow,i came to take care of her b4 god took her...