I am so numb after  my misfortune. I am so tired of living up to people's expectations. When i was young, i endured typical asian parental upbringing and now i have to endure what men expects of me. Whatever happened to the saying "A woman expects a man to change, A man expects a woman to never change"

How true is that? Never happen to me. M told me about the men i've been dating. It seems that all of them like me one way or another and i tend to create this strong chemistry whenever i'm with them. Only problem: They can never accept me for who i am. They always want to change me, only god knows why. 

I've done the girl relationship and look how well it goes. I am aware that i'm not perfect and sometimes i burped during dates but doesn't that mean being comfortable with my partner? It seems  that the world doesn't think so. My say: I no longer give a damn!

Playboy called me thrice and i didn't answer. Then came a text message 'I called. U busy? Call me'

I didn't reply to that as well. His second text message 'Have i done something wrong?'

I love it when a man gets needy. Why should i let him have the easy way? I have been too easy with most men.

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