I had lunch with M on weekends and we had this little talk. "Sarah, why don't you just get a loaded man and get married?", M asked. I almost choked on my baked rice. "Oh, you think it's so easy?", i glared at him. "Why didn't you screw your virgin girlfriend?", i giggled. "I got a blowjob", he smiled cheekily. "And i am having the time of my life", i smiled. "Look at it! I'm sure your husband will never get bored with you. You're fun to be with", M tried to convince me. "What makes you think that i won't get bored with this so called husband of mine?", i laughed. "M, i have a brain and i don't need a grown up man hanging around me all the time. Think about it! If i'm married, i won't be sitting here with you", i winked.

When i got home, i began to think about M's words. Getting married and having the same man around me?

I'm no longer 12, you know. Back then, all i wanted was to be a stewardess, get married and live in a five room flat. Today, i am not a stewardess and marriage was the last thing on my mind! Being a hostess is a real eye opener.

I'm not judging but it's the married men who misbehaves in these girly bars. While single men behaves at their best, married men are the ones who invite me for dinner and even supper! So why should i get married? I can just remain a girlfriend so that i'll be appreciated further. That is, if i want a relationship. Right now, i just want a good night sleep and a nice shower after work.

No fuss, no muss.

It's almost three months living sexless and you know what, it's not so bad!

Let's see how long i can live in the drought..