Do you ever feel yourself pulling away from your spirituality? If so, what do you do to recharge yourself?

There have been a few times that I did feel myself pull away from being a Wiccan. One was early on in my teens when I was forced more or less to go to this Catholic camp at a college. They brainwash I swear, because I came back wanting to join the choir at St. Francis'. Luckily I got a hold of myself and I realized that Wicca was right for me. It felt right. I am a polytheist and it just feels right to be in a religion like Wicca. So I have had doubts at one point in time, but I know now that Wicca is the religion for me.?As for the second question, I usually look over my BOS or meditate on the subject at hand.

Blessings!

Serenity