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10/13/2006 - Want to cry

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I really want to cry now. I went to the SC State Fair this morning and had the most humiliating and embarassing moment in my life! I really looked forward to the fair today and really could not wait till I rode the rides. Well pretty much everything was okay until we were about to leave. I wanted to ride a ride called Fireball. Well I wait 15 minutes in line and finally get on the thing. I sit in a seat and think that it is a bit tight but I had ridden a ride earlier which was a bit tight and was safe. So this guy comes over to me and asks me to scoot back further in my seat. I scoot back as far as I can and he pushes it down. So I think that I am ready to go. Suddenly, my thing that comes over me flies up and he tells me in front of everyone that I cannot ride the ride. I wanted to cry right there but I didn't and I got off and went to find my friend Yvonne because I was taking her and her son and nephew home. So after I drop them off at her car, I drive home and walk into the door. My dad asks me what is wrong and I tell him nothing. I had been crying in the car on the way back and he could tell. I finally cried and told him about it. I felt so humiliated. Anyway, talk later.

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10/13/2006 - Want to Cry

Posted by SilverWind

It happens to the best of it, and who cares what that guy thinks, you shouldn't let it get to you like that. I remeber one time when I was horseback riding, it was a trail ride, and on the way back when I was dismounting, the end of my t-shirt had gotten looped around the saddle horn so when I stepped down off the horse my shirt lifted up almost over my head in front of all the ranch hands and everyone.

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10/14/2006 - Dear Serenity

Posted by Heather

Young lady don't you dare cry! no idiot inconsiderate obnoxious male pig like him is worth crying over! Too many men these days are like bulls in a china shop! You just hold your head up high with all the dignity and grace you can muster and walk off sweetheart. I wish I were there when he said that! Damn this upsets me! its ok sweetheart it will pass
(((((((((((((((((((((((Special loving hugs to sweet Serenity)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))
All my love,
Heather

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10/15/2006 - G'DAY SERENITY,

Posted by DAWNIE

I feel your pain and humiliation so much, but please just hold your head up and unbowed. You are a very special person and do not let anyone tell you, you are not special, they have no authority to make you feel inferior unless you let them. So hold your head up and repeat after me I am special and I am in control of my soul.
P/S.I love the poem Invictus which I have posted on my blog and it is very resolute and gives one a strong sense of power over ones self. I know it can't have been easy for you and I would have most probably just bawled right there and then because I wear my heart on my sleeve and am a real softy. So I congratulate you on your wonderful composure and strength to get out of there and not give that man the satisfaction of seeing you cry.Take care and be kind and loving to yourself and enjoy that beautiful little puppy Trinity. May the dove of peace and love spread her wings over you and those you love.((((((((((((HUGS)))))))))))))) From Dawnie :-)

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10/15/2006 - Oh Wow

Posted by Fightingfemale

I am a few days behind in reading posts and I feel so bad for you. Hey, I'm trying to lose weight too. We don't have to be like this forever. You are making a great effort. Just tell yourself, as I tell my self, that I may not be skinny tomorrow (or ever) but if I make an effort, I won't be this large tomorrow or ever again. You have made actual changes in your lifestyle. You don't have much time or engergy for sessions at the gym, yet you go. I'll bet when the carnival comes around next year, you will be able to comfortably ride that ride and smile at how great you feel about yourself. And I will be able to go in our backyard pool because I won't be too embarassed.
Like Dawnie says, LOVE AND HUGS....and SUPPORT!

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