I am feeling great and really proud of myself. I went to the gym today and I really cannot believe that I am doing it. I went three times last week. Twice with Yvonne and once by myself. I went by myself today and was on the bike (trying to gain muscle in my legs) for 30 minutes and on the eliptical for 11 (my back started to hurt). I'm really proud nonetheless. At least I am making an effort to change myself and my body. I am going to be a size 14. I just have to work really hard at it. I can do it! In other news, I have to be put back on Human Growth Hormone. My endocrinologist said so. Anyway, talk later.

Blessings!!!