Does it seem to anyone else like everything's falling apart?

How many times do you look to your left and look to your right and find someone who's been rejected, or has familial problems, or are fighting with their best friend, or suffering from depression, or physical problems, or unsure and uncertain about everything?

Or is it just me?

Are things just getting to me?

Is my title not supremely stereotypical-Scottish-Irish-whatsis? No offense to either nationality. =] I feel really bleh today. But the Talent Show last night was supremely cool. Nevermind that I screwed up my song so bad... the light right above the piano wasn't on... and I couldn't read the music... and I totally made up the ending... only my page turner noticed though. She was laughing at me, I swear... But the "herpes" band had technical difficulties... and some people sounded worse than I did... and Zenon - neighbor and guitarist and sadly taken, girls - looked so hot with his guitar... him and Keith... ("MARRY ME KEITH!!" Lol.) But now I'm not hyper anymore and... and... yeah. Now we're stuck doing hw. Happy Lunar New Years' Eve!

Oh em gee, I managed to break the everyday thing already. Wow. Um. I am in pain... the perks of being a girl. Egads. And I am so annoyed right now... I don't know why I'm annoyed, either. I've been listening to indie rock lately, it's pretty darn cool. I just love the indie band names... "Elf Power" takes the cake, so far. "Her Space Vacation" has a cool musical techno-y "The Young Machines." And anyone read the book Life of Pi? I hear it's reallly good... I want to read it. So bad. I need chocolate... and ... yeah...

Looking up at the title, it kind of seems to imply a kinky daydream. Heh. It's actually one of the Cold Stone ice cream creations. It is one of the really good things of life. =] Lol. We spent half an hour in Cold Stone talking about Karl getting kicked out of phaserspoens (sp? Stupid unpronounceable band names...) and how the phaser-whatsits should run the band ("Oh come on, he can't sing." "But it's not like anyone else would be the frontman." "Most bands have lead guitar and rhythm guitar." "But they don't need one..." "The drummer is really the one rhythm-wise who holds the band together." "Oh em gee, did you hear how they sounded at the dance?") Yeah, we're a bunch of freaks that attend a "smart" school. (Yeah right...) But we're cool geeks. Who have purple lava lamps. XD And Miri and fightingfemale, thanks. And I guess I agree with annonymous... =P Sure, sure, DESTROY my self esteem.

Just a day, just an - ordinary day, just trying to get by... (Ordinary Day, Vanessa Carlton)

Actually, it's not an ordinary day. I am celebrating surviving 14 earth years today and I am supremely happy. I'm trying to record a blog entry every day possible from now until I celebrate 15 earth years and beyond. Cheerio.

* Blind Painter

He is the blind painter

In his castle of dream

Who could only paint feelings

What an exquisite extreme

H dabbles in the hues of hope

Slowly swirling the shades of sorrow

He portraits the days of history past

And paints the stories of tomorrow