As of February 19, 2008 its been a complete year since my mother died. The fact that I haven’t mourned or cried about the whole thing is wierd. Its was hard to get through it but you got to do what you have to. I just wish I could remember alittle about my mother. Still to this day its all fuzzy and messed up. I hope my memory comes back so I don’t feel so damn incomplete. Well that’s all for now!