Tainted she felt from the night before last

illusions of granduer passed only too fast

was this the woman she wanted to be

appalled by the memories she wanted to flee

nauseous and sickening in all that took place

wanting so badly to now hide her face

why did she do this, what was she thinking

episodes blurry she felt her heart sinking

this wasnt the girl she remembered last year

one she was proud of now filled with tears

of a horrible night where one would use force

changing her destiny changing lifes course

a grass she thought greener now looked like weeds

all for excitement convinced to be needs

had only she known known of what would await

of what he had planned on that very first date

detailed and vivid, degraded, disgraced

recounting the moments no way to erase, 

of somone so twisted darker than night

a monster so evil ignoring my rights

Now in a courtroom with him close and near

my body so paralyzed by torment and fear

a judgement is made..He gets prison for life

the pain in his eyes cuts sharp as a knife

she wonders if now he can understand pain

if he can fathom His eternal shame...