Well here we are at 1:45 in the a.m. on the 5th of February and nothing has changed! I get more out of writing on this site than I do in an hour at my shrink! I have had enough of this place and this machine is the only thing keeping me sane! I went and opened my mouth to the wrong people and now I'm stuck doing something I don't want to do tomorrow! oh hell whatever we'll get through it just like everything else! I had a nice chat with my ex-wife earlier it was nice she still cares about me and shit which I enjoy so I've made my decision to go north finally. Everybody was telling me to move to NH. and now I'm finally going to go. I just wish I could take Gina with me but I don't think I'm going to. Hell wake up moron what do you want that headache for? Jesus sometimes I scare myself badly! I think this is going to be a short entry tonight as it's very early and I must turn in I've been up way to late again. This machine, this damn machine! Blackie I love you even though you keep me up all night! Ok, TTFN gotta go to bed!