2/12/2010 - Two in a row, unusual for me.
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Captivity Day: 133, I'm beginning to miss collecting comic books. I miss my monthly book trips. I lost all my latest Ghost Rider books in my last break-in. Actually it was an inside job the bitch robbed me or her husband did. Doesn't matter now all my shit is long gone now! My liver is killing me. Even though I'm as high as a kite SKYWARD HO! I'm still in pain. The Capitan Of The Guard thought it was best to take my pills away from me but little does The Capitan know that as soon as I have my own vehicle I'm gone quicker than shit through a goose! I will not be dominated any longer than I have to. I was talking with my ex-wife earlier and she has a line on a sympathetic doctor. That was all I needed to hear! This facility will hold me no longer! And when I do break free like I stated in past Blog entries I am going to let both The Capitan and The Warden know just how I feel about how I was treated while I was at this facility. Am I actually incarcarated? No, but I may-as-well be. It is for all the world a prison without bars on the windows. It is an emotional prison. I'm being taken advantage of to some degree, everyday! Today was no different. I went to the market to get cranberry juice and was bitched at for accepting money from The Warden. I fear The Warden but it is The Capitan Of The Guard that I fear the most. Quick to anger are the both of them but The Capitan knows how to cut in different ways, benign ways. With just a flick of the tounge, ZAP! and the blood flows freely! Emotional bleeding is the worse, it takes a long time to stem the tide. And anybody who has ever had to deal with such a thing knows exactly what I mean! Robert Fulghum once quoted: "Sticks and stones my break our bones.... But words will break our hearts." I would much rather be beaten half to death than to put up with another day on this rock! I'm in a hard nod for once and must go to bed before I hurt Blackie here it'sy ownly link to sanity right now. If not for this machine it would be too late for me! We shall see what the summer brings hopefully it will bring black powder cap and ball .44 caliber! Good thing nobody reads this slop! |
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