2/17/2010 - A day to end all days!
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The Capitan of The Guard took me to the doctors' today and then after telling th' "Doc" about my sore shoulder he went and told The Capitan to take it easy on me, BIG MISTAKE! The Capitan is now pissed with me and has confered with The Warden to parlay my even earlier release from this hell hole! I want to call my squeeze to come get me! My mind is slipping it's moorings, I really don't know how much more of this I can take I just talked to my PCP that's all I did and I get thrown out on my ass for it I don't know what to do anymore I just don't I'm going to have to call my ex-wife soon and get her to come get me I'm not going to make it here until May! Are you happy Father? You are the one who put me in this position if you had just kept your mouth shut concerning me I'd be dead and happy right now! I hope you're up there and that you are satisfied with what you've wrought! You should have kept it in your pants I don't deserve this! I've seen and been through too much to have to cope with this any longer! And I swear if I ever make it back east I'm going to Revere and I'm going to piss all over your grave! I hate you Father you left me down here all alone and the one person you leave to take care of me turns out to be a friggin' tyrant I HATE YOU! Even though you are dead I hate you and your friggin' wife too the both of you should have been shot dead just for getting married! I didn't ask to be born! in fact I didn't want to be born! And now thanx to you my life is even more of a living hell than it has ever been I hope your happy Father I really hope you're happy if I thought for one minute that I could take revenge on you for what you have done to me by commiting suicide I'd be half way to your door right now! Someday perhaps we'll meet again and I should warn you that you should pray that someday I forgive you in this life because if not I will find a way to revenge myself upon you for putting me in this position! I hope you and Mother are happy I HATE YOU BOTH! |
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