2/21/2010 - Another rough day
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It's 1:30 in the morning at the time of this writing. The rest of the world is in bed at this hour (at least those in the eastern time zone) and I'm wide awake. The Clonodine is just starting to kick in and I wish I still had my Oxycodone! Coming here was the worst mistake I ever made in my life! I can't believe how much Hell one person can inflict on another. My main problem is I keep forgetting that no matter how much a person tells you they love you if there isn't a blood tie you'll always be a second class citizen in their world. I have never felt so alone in my whole life! Everybody who ever mattered to me is dead or gone from my life because of something I said or because of some other force but regradless of ther reason I'm still alone! I can't believe how much Hell I've already been through in my life and it still continues to this day! I want out! April can not come quickly enough! |
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