2/21/2010 - Finally Relaxation!
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I finally figured out what I was doing wrong and I corrected the problem! As for the home life however, that continues to go down the tubes rapidly! The Capitan Of The Guard came to me today and suggested that I go into a drug treatment program, I responded that I would think about it. That closed the subject for now but we will no doubt get back to it before my parole date I'm sure. And at that time whenever it may be I will refuse for sure! There is no way I'm going to flush my life and self esteem any further down the toilet than it already is! I'd rather be a turd floating in the bowl than a turd floating in the sewer! Ahh! I wish I had given consideration to my nose a lot sonner! Such sweet bliss and more to come on Tuesday for sure! I love being vague everybody thinks I'm talking about one thing when it is quite the opposite you see I'm addicted to Afrin Nasil Spray, there is nothing quite as pleasurable as being able to drag a lung full of air through a freely flowing nose! I want to go home! I left a message for my ex-wife and another for my kid begging them both to come rescue me from this living hell! I can't take much more of this it's not enough that these people want me off the Morphine but they want to lock me up as well this is taking things too damn far I'm not going to be pushed into something that's going to trash my life even further! Another red flag is the last damn thing I need right now it was hard enough for me to get what I had when I got here and now these people want to take all that away from me permanently.... I don't think so! My God what did I do that was so wrong that I need to be put through all this hell day after day and year after year? I would give damn near anything besides this computer that is to find the answer to that question, because if I knew what it was that I did then maybe I could do something about it. Make amends to the right people and remove whatever curse that's been placed upon me! I would give damn near anything like I said I'm that desperate! Somebody Please Help Me! |
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