2/25/2010 - 60 Milligrams not quite enough!
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Well here we go more bitching about The Capitan Of The Guard! I have been pushed these last two days almost to the breaking point! It snowed out here the heavy wet stuff and it continues to rain now so if the temprature drops it's all going to freeze solid so you have to get rid of it post-haste! So I've had my balls broken 2 days in a row now out shoveling with The Warden! The Warden never stops! Ever! And I thought I was anal-retentive. I am but not to the same extent. Every part of me aches and The Capitan Of The Guard is to blame! By talking to my doctor and getting my morphine draged down from 200Mgs. a day to 120Mgs. and it's supposed to be 180Mgs. I just can't wait to get out of here! I'm not only going to burn this bridge behind me I'm going to anihilate the whole area around the damn bridge as well so there is nothing to come back to let alone a bridge to cross! If I could nuke this part of the planet right off the map I would! I would just love to turn this podunk little town into a giant crater 4 square miles in diamater! Nothing would please me more just wipe this place out and all the people who live here as well! The Capitan Of The Guard came to me 3 nights ago and dumped a urine test on me for drugs! I'm not even in a goddamn program and ths person has the balls to lay a drug screening on me! Like I said in earlier posts I'm going to decimate my relationship with these people in one letter! Everyone here is going to hate me and that's just the way I want it so that this never happens again! And my old man had better have protection in the after-life cuz when I die if I ever get my hands on him I will beat him to death for eternity! I will make it my mission from here until I die and after to kick his ass all over heaven or hell or wherever he is when I catch up with him! It's because of him that I'm in this position! I would love nothing more than to go for a walk and have a smoke right now but I can't even do that! I almost wound up with another full blown lecture this morning but thank whoever is up there that I had the good sense to leave my light on this morning so The Capitan could send me out behind The Warden to clean up the holidays. April is coming, and I hope for the sake of my rescuers that they can make it here to get me cuz if they can't I'm going back to where I came from with only a handfull of my things. I don't even know what to leave and what to take except for the obvious like my lappy and my DS Lite. and my Charger Daytona too. I will take all my Hot Wheels, I left too much diecast behind my planes and other things I wish I had taken! I had a full set of Matcbox Dinky 1:43 Scale cars and I left them behind if I ever get back to that part of the world I'll have to check up on my old friends' and see if they saved anything for me I should have answered the phone when they called me to make sure that they were going to save everything for me but like the dolt I am I didn't and now it's something I am once again regretting! April just simply can't come quick enough! |
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