sex is a dracula intonation

sex with no accompanying commitment(s) or love or interest except sex

is a dracula intonation........

sex crime is a (blood) mess

and thereby we see the noise of the doing....

to undo the dracula intonation and its growing accompaniment

dedication

stubborn dedication

to correct habit

is formed

and personally monitored

by oneself or

the law

dracula belongs in fantasy

only

never appearing as real in life

but as

monster parties

that are truly

harmless

not a pretense for crime

hidden behind fun....

Sarah Sarah Sarah

Marah Marah Marah

ah the sea

the beautiful sea

the lovely hush

of the sea

Marah the sea

Sarah the sigh

ssshhhhhhhhhhhh

the Marah Sarah

Sarah Marah

do not molest the sea

do not 'use' the sea

the sea is the healer

of the planet earth

do not disturb the healer

what all creatures need

is the water

the healer

do not disturb the healer

sea Sarah

sea Marah

sssshhhhhhhhhh - hear

the sigh of the sea

the centred heart position and the feeling of really being alive.........

sarah made it anyway

in spite of the evil...

or was that spite...

or what????

Sarai looked up and said

the centred heart

with wingspread on either side....

feelings of love for life

devoid of

interference

fleeting and momentary as it may be

is a sign

of correct position

when not being interfered with...

and on it went

in this world....

sometimes...

only sometimes....

for this world today

is evil....

but some parts have grown up

away from evil

so................

maybe there will be a good ending

like a story

that

comes true

in the heart of real people....

who knows

watch and see...

and tell.......

when it's over..........

Sarah

and sarah thought back

and awhile ago

like several years

they did something to the cars

that they shouldn't have

and so now they are

trying to gather them back in

so that they can crush them

and pretend they didn't commit

a crime upon the people

especially from developers

in foreign countries

spending american dollars

from grants and allowances

to build estates of millions of acres

for wrong americans

'over there'

and on and on go the wrongs

overseas

and the rape of the pocketbook of the american public

and the rape of the american country by greed from everywhere

and the dissolution of the peoples by manipulation

of vehicles

and ignoring right to choice at a basic level

and ignoring personal rights in this involvement...

and all the people were expected to

apply the wrong laws from other countries

onto the right laws from their countries

and after awhile the excuse was

we share the space in the sky

so we will share the laws everywhere

except noone guessed the truth

but sarah and a few more

but noone would listen

and that was that some countries have

vicious laws

and some places

they still eat people...

and some places

they feed them to the snake...

and afterwards

they eat the snake....

and america used to be protected

until they got up into space

and got themselves blind

to whatever they got themselves blind to....

so sarah knew

and so do a lot of people

that some influential people who were really crooks

pretending not to be

bought their way through

a bunch of innocent and good people's

minds and lives and reputations

and then lied and ruined their lives

and then did a bunch of so-called good deeds

their whole lives after that to cover up

and make themselves look good

while evil people in places of authority

said....prove it...prove it...prove it...

while we say you are lying...

and so...many people knew

and still know

but so many people don't and don't care

and that is why Sarah

does not like people....

(when sarah was five)

ohhhhhhhhhhhhhh gasped Sarah when she tried

to realize what that meant

some things just have to be experienced

to know what they are....

and so Sarah and Shv-h and wind and rain

and the dance of the universe began

to go to school

and slowly ever slowly

Shv-h and his belongings all got pushed

to the background

where Sarah would forget them for a long long time

and then when everything

necessary was learned

they would be put back into at least memory once more

and Sarah would know what it all meant...

on April 17, 2009 the world was exposed to itself for what it really was and had been

it saw itself in the headlines and knew itself in the news'

and only we who knew already..sat and watched as it looked in the mirror..

sarah

and the second time

of the pied piper...

let the evil fight

amongst itself

for surely it will...

...for that is the habit

it knows

and that is its habit

that will surely succeed...

and so...

in the story

good in parts was

loosed

upon the world plains

in the being of those who

demanded it

and that should tell you something

and so the world will watch

and record the records

and have them for all time

and maybe this will

never happen again

but don't be too sure

because evil never understands

anything ...really...

only good does

so if only good understands

and evil doesn't

where does that leave us

well it leaves us

with no good

only evil to stay alive

unless there is law

but once again

only the good believes in

the real law

the evil just wants its way

so where are we again?

evil destroying the good

and the good trying to survive

and sarah knew

if the light was out there

trying to work with man

and all this bad had happened

that man did not know

what to do with the light

and the light did not like him

but it was made for sarah

and sarah was made for it

and together one day

if she could find a

way back

from the destruction

she would try to prepare herself

for it once more

and maybe by that time

evil might have

learned its lesson

and left her alone

would it?

or it might have died by then?

only time will tell

...only time will tell...

sarah had dreams

they said that

the baby

had a white flame

in front of its forehead

and it opened up

into a large blue flower

like a collar around her neck

then it rose to above her head

taking with it a sheer sparkling

expanse from the rest of the body

like water rising glittering

as it formed a pure white rose

above her head

then as all watched

had stepped back when it began

the baby sat up straight

and a quiet ss was heard

as a shaft of light from the heavens

passed down thru the rose and

joined with it

bathing the baby

in pure white light

and all who attended

said ahhhhh

in recompense of what they

had seen

for they knew it was beauty

and they knew the evil sought it

but only one way

in parts of itself

until death

and then evil would live

no more

but the baby may not

either

and so sarah worried

and worried

and worried

that she was or

wasn't

the baby

who would you

want to be?

huh?

huh?

huh?

unwind her

what do you mean unwind her

take her light down

what do you mean take her light down

call her something

since she's so benign

take down the lime trees in california

that will do it

then the terrorist radios will work

put them back up and it won't

simple really

but they forget

sarah knew

refuse to give up the citrus trees

or the holly bushes

or the elements that

protect you from the atomic power

they uselessly propagate

amongst themselves

grow a lime tree

keep atomic buzz away

eat grapefruit

shed the buzz punishers

grow citrus everywhere

in the land of drug dealers

their product will fall apart

sarah hoped it was true

she believed it might be

after all

green was keeping the planet alive

maybe orange and yellow and red would too

how far had her light come down

sarah wondered

thru torture

dreaming of something else

like flowers

losing her mind

losing her home

losing her belongings

losing her friends

her job

and much more

working always on trying to get it back

slowly

mostly newly

at least in circumstance

trying to hold onto

what was already hers

cause she had earned it

and earned it

and earned earned earned earned it

i was praying said sarah

and i was called

the Mystic Child

my knees on a

bridge between

Mars and Saturn

and it was so beautiful

and something flew by

and said want to help

you can come and help

so i looked real fast

and said yes

but it was all a lie

it was all a horrible lie

in pictures

that never came true

all that came true

was punishment by

distant terrorists

until you say yes

when you were made

to say no

and live differently

and so i wondered what it was

that had asked me to help

and i shunned it

from that day forward

continuing to say no

to the evil

and i realized why the saints

only came back once

and then went on

for the evil is everywhere

only to destroy the good

...does it exist

and exist

and exist...

and sarah felt sick

and remembered again

her light

and the destruction

and her light

glowing in the room

and the rain one drop on her face

and raining only on one side of the street

and her umbrella

where was her umbrella of light

and she wondered where

her light

and the rain had gone

and she knew

if they have put it out

it may never come back

and for that

..to know..

she would have to live a lifetime

til death

and know by then

wouldn't she?

she tried to remember

how it went down

maybe it would go back up

the same way

the flame

the perfume

the rose

the light

the universal light

joining

in a rod all the way

to the sky

they had thought

by succumbing her

to the world

of slime and degradation

and personal destruction

that the light would not

live again

and maybe they were right

maybe it won't

maybe it won't

mery enslaved the world but mary was enslaved by the world...

sarah pondered this thought ranging across her little mind of four years old

something kept mentioning that mary was a familiar name but mery looked wrong

it looked like part of a word but not the whole thing

this puzzled sarah until it started to annoy her and then she wanted it to stop bothering her

so she told it goodbye and went on with something else

it wasn't that easy tho as all annoying thoughts owners will tell you

(which may be everyone)

and Sarah had learned the first thing about thinking and the mind

it (either one) didn't want to let anything tell it what to do

until rigid habit won the way over whim and fancy

but at four of course Sarah would not know that was what was going on

a voice was talking...

they think that if they ok

the head cannibal's behavior

before they get there

and talk about it

by okaying organ transplant

and limb transplant

then everyone will accept it

cause they'll be used to

the decapitations

and genital/sexual mutilation

and experimental cut surgery without anaesthetic

and needle prep of

heroine cocaine meth amphs

and morphine seduction

then prep sex drug utility addiction

with a 'v' and an 'a'

and a rah rah rah

up the first bum we see

helpless and begging in the street

was the evil plan

we hope it doesn't happen

cause anyone could be

homeless these days

wept Sarah even I

a tear decorating her pinny....

her pinny....

her pinny......

And so they said to Sarah

you don't seem to understand

what things are comprised of

in the world

the world is run on happy drugs

and what people will do to get them

that's all it is

it's that simple

Sarah laughed inside

at the mistake

then cried

cause she was afraid

it was true

it shouldn't be

but maybe someone had

made it that way

and hidden it somehow

maybe Sarah would find it

f.....i.....i....i....nd it

she thought slowly

her mind ruminating

then figure out

how to fix it

so the world

wouldn't be

failing then

succeeding for

short periods of time

then failing

and succeeding for short period of time

while hundreds of thousands

of figures passed by in life procession

on the planet

never ending

the question..what is...

the answer....what is....

while Sarah sat and

thought and thought and thought.

and so I dressed myself in flowers

said Sarah

and sat there talking to myself

was it inside or outside i don't know

I'm a psychic sometimes I talk better

inside to myself than outside

I have a more interested audience

and then I saw the picture inside in my mind

I had drawn it years later but mind

showed it to me now - why me I wondered

marveling at the beautiful dress of flowers

and me Sarah looking so nice

maybe I was going to live....

vampiring and werewolfing and cocooning and

gangs afraid and sarah sahah

oh gangs love to do that

said sarah

that's why i don't like gangs

they cut each other

and suck blood and eat the piece of flesh

like cannibals and

 call it the ancient worship of Kali

the faithful to the human love

of the flesh and the serpent

and the knife and the skull

when actually the true worship of Kali

is the honor of death and

respect for its natural process in life -

in gang cults

where they do these wrong things

they suffer from much disease

and hope to fix it or the suffering

with dope

especially needle cocaine or heroin

or illegally gained morphine

all which take the mind away over time...

and sicken the body

to a miserable death

meanwhile making it ill with cancers

and diabetes

and various side effects

of taking illicit drugs -

also casting shadows of doubt

on those legitimately ill

from cancers and diabetes

and such sad diseases as these.

After awhile in those who last longest

a type of cocooning 

begins to emerge from certain factors

of dope cannibalism and the worms

that arrive with that evil practise.

the person becomes very ill

and becomes prone

in a sort of coma -

a film of outerlaying skin

begins to grow over everything

similar to the snake nest horror

of human ill

and it begins to cover the whole person gradually

like a second skin or an outer membrane

like a thin flesh-type of spiderweb -

needless to say this is horrific, frightening

and to be avoided -

because of the state of ill-health

of the human factor being involved

in these ill practices

medicine has never been able to cure this

particularly sick and evil ill

and some are actually victimized into it

by the evil of vengeful drug dealers and pushers

and the list purchase of criminals

by those with no available soul.

the devil does such work

and can sometimes be found

on the premises of such hideous places.

all decent shun such foundation

and such tactics and

horror hath not a worse name.

those who happily inhabit such places

to care for these living corpses

are hated by the good

and here does hate correctly exist.

it is not wrong to hate

it is wrong to take wrong action

upon hatred

or to connect a passion

or a line of hatred that fosters wrong action

towards others on that account

especially in such a world as

victimization and abuse are

so rampant in today.

those who begin the victimization

laugh and smirk at the fate of others

come to realize that while they help to

keep these methods open and working

that their own existence in such  manner

of corpsical proneness

is possibly in question.

the way to fight this

is to have no such places

no such methods

no such lifestyle

no such vengeance

no such corpsical death

no such dope

no such needle abuse

keep oneself safe

say

'no'.

gang fear

Sarah at four was thinking of all the things

the name Sarah could mean

Sarah could mean

Sarah could be mean

no! the name Sarah

no! she re-iterated having iterated

once already

oh gosh she said

that's

loony

it's the one with hysteric

hist or ique eek said a deviation

well I meant the name

no..the name meaning of Sarah

what could it mean

Sa rah

Sa ra h

S ar ah

and more

oh spit said a baby drooling

oh speed away said a bird flying

oh mean said Sarah

I mean said Sarah

what do I mean at four years old anyway

said Sarah

I'm pullin my worlden out

to-night

said Sarah

and leavin the world enslaved unto itself

it's a promise I made to myself

a long time ago

worlden out

world in

just the way it really is

no substitutes of worlden or itherwise

worlden out

enslaved world unto itself

goodbye world said Sarah

I am gone...