3/2/2007
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Sarah chose......
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Sarah chose.... said the criminal at an early age to wear the mark of the child who would not butter the bread of the criminal or the street drug system or even margarine it.  And the death-dealer sold clothes on the city street from his shop on the sidewalk behind strange looking clothes to Sarah looked like dead people she walked on the other side of the street he advertised human hair wigs most of them short in the window she preferred synthetic you knew where they'd come from.... word was they were going out of business one day since aids was here no one liked the blood anymore blood=aids aids=blood Sarah knew that bloody aids aidsy blood something had to do it the dirty work turned on the worker was aids of all things amazing such a bad thing turning out to be good but Sarah knew just like anything else there was going to be a lot of crying over the innocent stuck between Sarah knew knives and snakes and bone crushers and shovel head bangers and manacles with victims and there was nothing nothing they could use that guaranteed no blood somewhere after all blood is the sigh of death and the sign and it does occur somewhere at the wrong party even the mafia flower...the rose of death scene in the movies had guns and blood... guns shot blood shot all over the place up your nose in your mouth in your ears in your eyes on your skin blood shot all the way to death Sarah knew she watched all those gangster movies she was always the gangster winning in her mind cause the good guy got shot cause he didn't break the law he helped unless they shot each other for power ... so then the movies faded cause mafias didn't like aids they just liked flowers funeral flowers so mafias from all over must have joined together cause some old Italian European Russian knowledge got together doing some grueling stuff old bad witch junk to use the term in a dirty way and pointing their fingers saying witch ... took victims for money and fear and undressed them and cut their hair and while they were tortured the weavers processed the clothes into bags for the undertaker and the hair into a wig for the market and her belongings few as they were into another bag after all they were in her own bedroom and the snaker gathered blood for the snakes so they would know Sarah who loved nature and the puncher punched her bones and the procreator procreated all over the room they all had their job, you know and so on and so forth until the victim was done and all beat up and ready for the pimp who was also the clothes dealer in another state even maybe another country another town far away like a fairytale to Sarah who was gone by now all that was left was Sssssssssss..... and then the prostitute prostituted cause it couldn't get free and because the world loves the wounded especially when they victimize it one at a time like a sacrifice to the Titan.... ...then one day he or she victim woke up and was healed and the pimp said they'd earned their way out so he shipped em on a bus up north far away once more saying don't call me unless you wanna come back here and you're free...wheeeeee... go to this address when you get there and ask for this person called Mike (mic) cause he might be listening in many forms so they (came to the door) (in a retarded form) (demanding) so instead of going to the police cause he had them on drugs, see, they did what the dope said and went lookin for this name which wasn't there it was code for I'm dead come lookin' for me so again noone was there and noone came so they hung around... this freed person hung around this seamy slimy space of town til the code (who'd been called by now) (by who knows who of course) (just like in the movies) (exciting isn't it when it's not you?) (...yet...) picked em up in a car he was the local help person funded by the govt on a contract to help the unfortunate which actually happened to be anyone who might know him and his sausage meat he picked each one up in turn and took them to the 'farm' which someone 'bought' a long time ago and tortured em some more made Sarah very sick to think of it but when she didn't choose them at 2 they told her about it until 5 then they expected her to forget so she wouldn't say anything at school Sarah knew which side her bread was buttered on what did that mean anyway?????? ...Sarah told....... how else would you be safe...? duh...... with hundreds of people all doing the wrong thing and expecting you at 5 to take it for them and so it wasn't them... ...Sarah had that figured right away.... ..they were scared so they shoved you in... right away..... so guess who she told?? huh? can you guess? huh? you can't wellno wonder you have problems... my goodness... she told the police... that's right... the police... and she always does... and so should you.... at least give yourself a chance and go down fighting... tell... tell... and tell... everybody only lives so long and so do the bad guys... ....tell......... so again they expected Sarah who might save herself by telling not to tell at age 5 about people whose promises were lies.... I mean bad lies... not just I was going to buy you an ice cream but I ran out of money promises that hurt you badly on your body and such so Sarah told and so should everyone... they expected her not to tell funny huh????? ha ha Sarah knew cause that's the way it went in the movies she never knew real life, you know the one they say exists Anyway then when they were dead he took em into the sausage hut with a pig and ground em together into sausage sick, huh??? said Sarah who noone would believe until they found it 50 years later and put it into he courts of the land said Sarah talking to her dog out of her frightened mind bereaved for its sanity sick, sick, sick and then the 'team' came in and sent them as gifts to those who had told on crime and drugs with recipes included to hide the nasty taste then they told the police that the people were cannibals and couldn't be relied upon since they were the most heinous of criminals  After awhile Sarah realized that the world was not a nice place cause see they had wanted her to eat the sausage next Sat and it was Friday before she could get to explain it properly to the constables at 5 years old so they could understand her but after they did she realized that there was hope there was starlight and early mourning dew and there was aids... aids would solve the world from the butchers and the human sausage and the torture crimes and shooting for blood and prostitution and whoring and personal bombing and wow!!!!!!!!!! there would be only the decent life left if there happened to be any humans at all but not to fret for the earth would yet remain and Sarah in heaven about 20 feet up floating could look down and see it as Sh-v and Sahr So she wasn't worried. And the others? Well some sort of metallic rule they hit Sarah with on her fingers and cut them in school when she was little amongst Italian, European and Russian combining groups of mafia some old stereotype family crime of a sort Do unto others as you have been yourself born or something. She couldn't remember exactly Sarah that is. ...it had a lot to do with innuendo and personal opinion stuff you can really rely on... after that it was all sweat and know how or stuff that counted with aids and monkeys and Sarah...knew... and Sh-v and Sahr and Sagra and S-----grrrrr in the night the dark night of the soul and grrrrrrr- didn't know it til it was too late and done but aids did. aids did. aids did. And this whole bad thing was here for centuries before Sarah was even born or thought of by the world so don't blame it on her she told them I'm just a baby.. ...they blamed her at birth then when she could reason then when she could talk then she found some church blamed her for being born all children or was that the reminder that only the church knows and everyone else made a mistake and which church is it anyway thought Sarah that can be the only right one when more than one say they are Sarah was confused it...said a friend...is the one that can hit you the hardest or owns your house Sarah wondered why people lived  And Sarah lived in starlight and floated in reams of stardust shot from the gun of the Milky Way and chocolate was here and milk its clouds and God loved Sarah it's just that he didn't know her cause there were too many of 'them' by now with free will spilling it all on their pants in aids and the comfort of doing what they chose cause noone can stop me from being myself and I'll choose whether it's mind or body that's 'my' choice. And so Sarah lived in a temperate world of her own amongst the flowers and kittens and puppies and song and built a space of choice for safety cause Sarah knew peace came from within when they were hitting you not from without. If you can beat peace said someone while they're hitting you then you have really accomplished the philosophy Sarah wondered about the Titan then you will not go to jail for defending yourself against your attacker cause the judge wasn't there in most cases so he doesn't know who hit who first and all these people have moneyed support of influential people... how thought Sarah by 16 how can someone beating me and bleeding me have influential moneyed support well said the voice again on a mic from somewhere those victims who agree to serve the system get set up for media careers to be under my distant thumb thru my 'associates' and industry career and some are placed in the money and position and then they get these gangs off the hook oh said Sarah if you sign your soul to the devil or the evil and gather another soul in you don't have to give up yours until they are all gone or until d-day and what's that asked the mic death day said Sarah or dumb day the day they say 'you' now or unto the god 'aids'.... they were not happy with that but evil is never happy with truths.. and then they asked Sarah if she always told the truth and so she asked what dope they were on... and the mode went on like an unwanted loop... buzz loop...buzz loop... on and on...  ...hiding in a cave somewhere ...some old thing... lying about its age.... Sarah knew............ ...but Sarah lived in starlight and with the angels and when she floated didn't care so one day *they said thankyou for saving our future and you and your loved ones will not suffer again So Sarah dreamed of this and lived in starlight and moonlight in silver on ocean waves in storms she danced with Sh-v on universal nights of dark moon and sang silence in Sahr in the shhhhhhhhh of stardust and floated around the nine planets which were ten or more said someone until she reached ice palace in a dream got all cold and woke up again but Sarah never got to beyond because she didn't want to go home yet or they wouldn't let her she didn't know.. besides she didn't want to have to hear the crying on the way that told her of the bad world from all the victims who were too weak to go back the ones she heard on her way here...  So Sarah looked at flowers and stopped to smell the daffodils and look at the tulips and admire the sweet peas and never again did she think nasturtiums were common or irises only chinese or that roses could be only white or that chrysanthemums were the only flower of the universe in fact Sarah loved all flowers they were dependable unless you were allergic or touched a thorn stem or were in the jungle well anyway they were at least dependable that is once you had learned them ... the humans had been tricky the angels had said they would be ...to take a beginning that does something wrong and then sets up the guy who told to get rid of it to look like he's eating his own kind while you fixed it yourself is a very tricky person let alone sick and evil too... and if there were that man or woman and/or and it took a humanly self-disposing disease from a protective element like the immune system which keeps you safe to dispose of the large amount of groups it was definitely a form of nature that was diseased and trying to destroy itself. Sarah figured that right away the wind whispered it at night the rain wept it all over everything  Sarah knew she was afraid everyone expected you to have a boyfriend and be grownup but Sarah knew grrrrrrr - she said go away at 5 have your own boyfriend leave me alone So Sarah hoped aids would die soon like many people did cause nothing lives forever and so far those die-hard romantics that look ever for that everlasting life finally something something was found to live forever the indestructible disease - aids - what a joyous story the abuse of Sarah universal child and the immortality of aids... efficat story... the end... ...for now....  postscript: ...and when you find the last bad guy...will it be the devil...and will it be a bad guy...or just someone from another religion or spirituality with a name spelled similar to it........?Sahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh |
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