finally Sarah had found a day

that noone was bothering her

nothing was wrong

and realization had set in...

problem was though,

she couldn't find herself

and she wondered where she went

until she was a little older

then she realized that

she only became Sarah

when they started

whoever it was....

when it began

Sarah

said someone

and Sarah she became

..I...said Sarah

wonder who I am

when I am not me Sarah

and then she forgot again...

that's the way that is you know

there's another one

then there's you

but you keep forgetting

cause there's nothing you can do

until they're all gone

and you didn't do it...

and you pray for a God

that will make death soon

but not for you

so you think about him too

and why if he made the sky

and the earth and stuff

why did he make these kind of people

but the sky and the earth and stuff

don't say anything except

when it starts

they call

Sarah

Sarah

and you can't remember

anything

after that......

except useless time

when you pretended

fun was fun

but it wasn't

and that you liked being here

but you didn't

and that you had to pretend

to like famous people

saying rude disprespectful

things to a kid who

couldn't remember who she was

and called herself

Sarah...

sick people...

people whose faces you see

on television

people who think that

money and attention

are the whole thing

people who can't remember

their names either

like

that's your buddy

and

cockroach

and

fatso

and

rollo

and much more than that

and you better not remember

our names Sarah

or we'll beat you

and poke you

and bleed you and

call you names again

Sarah Sarah Sarah

nothin you can do

while you hear

how much money I made

singin

and I made

drummin

and I made

in sports

and on and on

and on....

hit her again

Sarah the hit

five years old you said. bitch?

nod your head or

I'll break your neck again

Sarah, bitch....

Sarah's night sky

was full of twinkling

silent beautiful

twinkling...

she made it...

she spited them

the best way she could

she stayed alive

after they were all gone...

Srah  Srah

forever...but not you, you are dead...

and the sky said

rain rain ..go away

but who...

and it rained in

buckets of doom and oceans

bigger than their hatred

and their crime grew

as it had upon her

and all saw it

and knew....

water water floating Sarah

who are you now

Sarah

love the rain

Sarah

it washes everything clean....

forever....

forevermore....

Sarah black raven

beautiful soul

Sarah Sarah

good as gold....

Sarah