What a day it was yesterday, It was my brothers 3rd Anniversary of his death, and l had a pretty hard time with it all. I kept it pretty much together for most of the day till later on that night.

I went out to my parents house and just argued with this about something that has gone down with Tiana's swimming, lm now not allowed to take her to her swimming as apparently l have been having huge screaming and yelling matches with the swimming instructor hehe, l would love to know when these huge arguements have happened.

G, was great last night, when l got home he must have seen how up tight l was, as he played a song called No Doubt by Petra and it was just so right for that time, saying that l will make it threw this hard time etc. I just broke down into tears and cried thankfully he came and gave me a hug which was so what l needed.

Tiana had her ballet practise today, what a utter waste of bloody time it was taking her there.  All they did was go on and off with bloody green masks on them. I had KFC for dinner but had a Salad so that was ok.

Yawning heaps so will be off to bed in a minute, it was funny tonight G was talking about how l was the last thing he saw before going to sleep and the first thing he saw when he woke up.  I was like ohhhhh how sweet it was like no its called honesty hehe.

I went and got my hair done today, spent $76 on myself which doesnt normally happen, so its blonded more and cut so that is good, needed it badly.