Well the heart has been broken again, G has left the house again so now lm on my own feeling rather numb from all the pain lm feeling.

Im wanting to cry but the tears just wont come, lm wanting to text him but his phone is dead and l have the charger, so that means he will be back some day soon to get the charger for his phone.

Im worried where hes sleeping and if hes alright but l cant stop thinking l shouldnt be doing that.  I went and saw Tiana last night after l treated her like shit while he was here, l felt so bad it wasnt funny.  I just want to cuddle Tiana so she knows l love her so much as l do.

So lm just waiting for G to come back and get this charger for his phone, l just wish he would hurry up and do it as l cant be waiting here for ever thinking he will be back soon.