Well its been so long since l went and did a update on things,  Not much has really happened apart from the fact that tonight l have gotten so low that l had contemplated taking a whole heap of Tiana's pamol that is in the fridge.

My parents decided tonight that l wouldnt have Tiana which has just made me so upset and mad.  It was pure luck that G came home when he did as l was actually writing a suicide note to him.  Weve had a huge talk and lm ok now still upset but not much l can really do about it now. 

So Tiana is at my parents house sleeping l am well and truely sure, she had a daycare xmas party today which she had fun with her little friends etc.   The whole G and me thing well we are just friends we have established that now so that is a good thing, he has been sleeping in his car but for the past few days has been sleeping on my lounge floor which is ok with me.