What a day its been, its nearly 11pm and its raining something cronic outside.  I just pray it doesnt thunder.

My friend Wendy called me today which was good to hear from her, she was just cheaking on how l was.  As l said to her lm not thinking of killing myself just yet.

I went and brought G another xmas present, a book that he looked at the other day.  Hope he likes it.

Brought Tiana some chocolates that will be from Santa, hoping that my parents will budge and let me have Tiana for xmas, like really hoping that they do but if they dont cant do much about it all l know is l wont be going to do the whole happy families thing.

I had some takeaways for dinner and have been sick since, l had a nice hot bath that G ran for me so that was nice to have someone caring about me. Going to end it here as l think its going to do the thunder and lighting soon.