there's this... uhm.. girl. she was once my best friend.. but i don't think she still is.. not on my side though, she's the one who kind of... forgot she had a friend like me. so lemme tell ya the story.

lately, this certain guy was into her and she was into this guy too... so then all of us (her friends) were really kilig to the max.... but as days pass by... she changed. she really did change. her cheerful and understanding attitude before somewhat evolved to a self-centered and moody freakshow.... i understand that. no one stays the same and i can get along with that. but what's unacceptable is that she traded us, her friends, just for the guy! we have been together for almost 4 years but she traded us for that guy she just knew better for uhmm... a few months ago....! unfair, yeah... some of my friends still can't believe that this is happening... but i somehow expected this. no one stays the same and everybody undergoes constant change... maybe she just forgot who's really meant to be with her through everything and who knows, someday soon she can realize that. but still, i don't think that soon will be any sooner from today... as i have told them, we still have a long way to go... although to consider the fact that we're almost done with high school, i for one, can't help but to feel bad everytime i remember those good ole days.... those days when all of us are still together as a whole... i know it will be hard to bring those days back, especially now that it seems as if we went our separate ways.. not really separate as in mixed with anger, only that we do not spend as much time together as we did the past few years. maybe this will bring more good to our relationship as friends, you know, at times everyone wants some space and i admit i do too.. only that as far as i have observed, that particular space led to a hole that as it seems, cannot be covered that easily... i miss her... i miss the times we would talk on the phone about absolutely anything. i miss the times we would hang out and fool around without a care in the world... in simple words, i just miss her. i miss the old her. and i guess i should get a move on with the new me too... she's the new her and i should be the new me. i still can't help but remember those lunches together, those happy times. i'm not saying that the guy ruined our friendship, no. i know that he makes her happy and that is enough for me. she may leave us but at least she's happy with that particular person. friends come and go and each and every one of us have to live with that participle. *smiles*