okay... so maybe i'm a little bit too obvious about some things... but don't get me wrong, i have my own share of secrets yet to be revealed. see here, i don't have problems and i am not planning on having a share of those anytime soon... nor ever! but these annoying humans flocking around me are just driving me crazy! they are giving me major headaches by bombarding me with problems that are, from the start, theirs to be dealt with! urgh! for crying out loud, please, get a life and get off mine!!!

nuts... yeah... i know i am one! i just wish i can just tell them to their face, "hey, i don't have anything to do with that, so why put me in and let me suck more than you do?!" by that statement, i think you already got my point in writing this entry, do you?

well, to enlighten you... let me just show you... WELCOME TO MY UGLY WORLD, BUDDY...

see, i know, in my heart, i am a good friend. i never leave anyone behind. but all good people aren't perfect. perfection is way beyond that, if you don't understand me. i know i am good but at times, we all just want to be safe from all other stuff that can be a hindrance to achieving the "ideal lifestyle".... i'm not talking about "the lifestyles of the rich and famous", i'm already contented with being ordinary. the life i'm talking about is when you spend your high school days without having to care about what people say behind your back, when you walk around the campus knowing you're friends with everyone, even those who doesn't even know your name! hey, i'm not a geek or a loser, if that's what you're thinking. i am ORDINARY. i live in an ordinary world, hang out with people like any other ordinary teen would do, and i do suffer as much school stress as much as other ordinary teen does.

you have friends, i have mine... we all have ours. and so, you are always to be there in times of need... but what if that need requires ultimate meddling that leads to you being liable for any flaw that may arise. get me so far? i am not the person who butts in on conversations that i know i should not butt into. no, i'm not an introvert, i'm just not a meddlesome fool. i admit at times i just wanna ask everyone of their secrets but i don't put a toe out of the line. but since a friend of mine is having some problems concerning something that i should not post here... i am forced to try and talk to the other person whom she's having a conflict with... and i hate jumping in on stuff that may lead to another major girl war... not that i'm too playing safe, i just don't want anything to do with this prob that may cause me to be an outcast forever!!!! i'm not defensive, i'm just explaining my views on this...

*sighs and looks out of the window*

"God! My cat's lost!" just kidding.. my cat is playing with my dog.. i don't know why... those weird pets of mine... i just don't get why they are friends... oh well, it's better that way.

so, you've got a small peek on my world and you shall get more of it some other day.