so get this. i am writing this entry and i am bunked up here in front of my pc when i am supposed to get going for we are to go on a vacation with the family... but still, i am too lazy to get dressed and pack my things... i am leaving in three hours and i still haven't packed yet.... funny, eh? but really, i am the laziest being you have ever encountered! okay... so maybe there's a reason why i am being so lazy today... (just today, okay? i'm not that lazy everyday)

a. i just hate life... when it comes to being pressured by peers...

b. why do they always have to make teeny-weeny-itsy-bitsy-small issues a big deal?! and then make a fuss and then kaboom...!!! ruined.

c. they always try to get you to do things you don't want

d. they just notice your presence when you're gone or when they wanna ask something from you

e. no one can be his/herself these days....

f. paranoia... weeeeeee.....

g. the greatness of being deprived of your self-esteem

h. mind you, i still have a dozen reasons ahead to defend my title.... just in case you haven't read it yet, read it NOW!

i. i hate being pushed around like i'm some kind of stupid creature who cannot think for myself..

j. i dunno... at times, i just want to shout out, "STOP ACTING LIKE YOU KNOW EVERYTHING!"

k. i don't want to continue this anymore.... my rage is taking over me!

okay... so i must be really mad and deserving of a good vacation... and i am certainly going!!! so then, i bid you goodbye...

p.s. to my best friend: hey, he's not going....!!!!!! i'm so happy!