10/27/2005
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it's a sunny day, and you're not around....
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i'm just listening to jennifer love hewitt's song, "cool with you" and somehow i got the LSS again... (last song syndrome) but that has nothing to do with this entry, i just sang for a bit!!! well, i'm not at home while i type this, i'm at an internet cafe... and don't bother asking why... it's just that i feel how boring it iswhen i'm at home and so i wanted to get out even for just a while. *bangs her head on the monitor* i am so sick and tired of this... whatever you call it! my sister's still bugging me about the whole engagement thing... for pete's sake! i am barely fifteen! can't they understand the fact that all i wanna do with my life is to enjoy what i've got at the moment?! and they're telling me that i'm the one who's being selfish... give me a break! if only i could blurt out my side then maybe they will understand... but how can i expect them to understand when they don't even listen to what i've got to say! unfair! why is life always like that?! it's never fair when it comes to me... i always have to do what they want me to and to think i'm too smart to even agree on them... i'm not stupid to need them to decide for me... but i can't break free of the rope they tied on me... they tied on my bloodline! this is what i hate about my family... about me, having to accept the horrid fact that i'm part-chinese... if only i was born filipino then i wouldn't have such problems to deal with at such an early age.. *sighs* i wanna transfer to the anime world at this very moment... |
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