AND I DON'T FEEL LIKE IT.

it's just days till my birthday comes... and i certainly don't feel like celebrating it. i've got tons of reasons why i feel like so.

first... it's MY birthday, right? then why are my so-called friends start to tell me like i'm obliged to invite them and their BOYFRIENDS or better yet, treat them out??? isn't that a bit out of line? they did not even treat me for their birthdays! and damn it, why the heck should they include the boyfriend part?! i have a right not to treat nor invite them to my birthday, right? i am so right!

second... yeah my dad's gonna come home... my mom won't leave just yet... but god damn it! they hate each other! that's why they got separated... they just can't stand one another and if both of them wants to be there on my birthday, will they just start a bickering marathon while i eat my cake?!

third... my sister, she said she'll come but now she said that maybe she can't. way to go to disappoint me there, sis!

fourth... it's my fifteenth year... and it's a long story why this year is special for me... for more details, contact my big brother way up in heaven! haha!!! miss ya kuya!

fifth... it's a school holiday alright... but still, surely they'll give out homework to bug me to death! hate school.........

sixth... i don't want to mingle with plastic guests who are about to show up in my party...

seventh.... i don't want to continue this anymore.