no, i am not starring in a shakespearian play saying that hamlet line... i'm just saying it as it is... should i be or should i be not? that's the only question bugging me... it's a deep irony tearing me apart. i hate making choices when it comes to friendship but i am left no choice but to decide between two options.

one: i choose this, and i will forever hate and be hated by the two of them. it's because in here, i will not tell them my reasons and just let time take its stance and destroy the wall that separates me and my other friends from this two girls.

two: i choose this and it will be fifty:fifty. it's either they take my reasons and understand... oh wait, not only mine, but the reasons of all of us against their wrongdoings... or they will just scorn us like we would do if they do not open their minds. they are being decieved by their own anger and i am no hypocrite, i am not really sure if i'm being decieved by mine... but i'm pretty sure that i did not do anything wrong.

*sighs* if only all of us could go back in time... then we would not have to deal with all these revelations.