you see... i have this friend... she used to be one of my closest friends but now... i don't think she still is. and so, i dedicate this poem to her...

i trusted you

i treated you so good

you were one of my best friends

but you proved to me how bad betrayal hurts

i liked this boy

and you liked him secretly

you let me be with him

you never told me or him how you feel

but whenever i turn my back

you tell the world how much you hate me

when all the while i was like a complete fool

i try to get close to you

but you send me away

i never knew the reason why until someone told me

you're so into the guy who's so into me...

and you can't bear the fact that you can't be me.

and so you try and try to be me

but you can't never be

so you hate me, hate me and hate me more...

and still, i acted nice.

though it hurts...

but now that i'm going away

and i'm leaving him... and you

you look so happy you can't wait for me to leave!!!

i can't take it anymore...

all the other people i know and you know..

think you're such a big liar... a traitor....

but hey, thanks for acting like you cared.

but hell, you betrayed me...

and girl, it's your loss and not mine.

i never knew you envied me this badly

they told me everything!

...you wanted my life!!!

you wanted my clothes...

you wanted my shoes...

you wanted my brains....

you wanted my social status...

you wanted my best friend...

you wanted my family...

you wanted my stuff...

you wanted the attention people are giving me...

you wanted the affection of the boy i like

you wanted my life....

you wanted to be me!!!!
you really should have told me...

i looked stupid!!!
hell i won't forget all the things you did

all the lies you told

all the fake smiles you flashed

all the fake hi's and hellos

all the fake hugs

all the fake friendship chats

all the FAKE things you did!

what a big FAKE you are...

i never imagined that you... of all people... will do this to me.

i thought we were like sisters

we liked some things

we enjoyed some things

we shared secrets

we shared memories...

but you shattered all that for me...

and i can't thank those people enough for letting me know

how much of a liar, a traitor and a fake you are!!!

i suppose by now you hate me...like you always did.

but you can never hate me as much as i hate you now.

still... i thank you.

thank you for opening my eyes

that people like you can never be trusted.

good luck to your other attempts in copying me...

i hope you succeed!!!

try to be me.... try and try...

but let me tell you one thing...

no matter how hard you try... you're still a lousy sell-out!!!