the weather today's way.. way... hot. i am desperately needing a pool of ice to swim in and ramble about how mundane the world is... fine! i'm just trying to finish this article so put up with me as i do so.... duh duh duh dum dum dum..... no, i'm not singing a song or humming a lullaby, i'm just trying to get my mind to work since it's been parked in an empty alleyway and refuses to start~ *damn* *curses under her breath* how can i work if the weather's getting the best of me.... winter! come back.. i'm missin' yeah winter, get your icy ass back down here this instance!

*sob*

*sniffs*

i'm trying to get my third chapter up... on fanfiction.net... the third chappie of mah latest story, cliches and casualties... but as tough as my luck seems, i can't push it through! argh! how unfair... i haven't updated since the last two friggin' months and now the stupid system won't let me update my story.... *wails like a little kid* what a freak...

i dunno what's makin' me listen to such sad songs today... maybe because i am sad.... sad because this summer's a real bummer... a total waste. i'm bound to spend the beautiful month of may in a review centre to study for the upcoming college entrance exams... and now imma spend my stupid april month convincing my friends to go out and spend some ole happy days... but until now, i haven't done anything other than sitting in front of my computer from the crack of dawn until the sun comes down and my dad scolds me of having passed my bedtime.... *makes a dumb face* i hate it. i'm overly-exposed to too much radiation and i could really use some time out... and i mean OUT.. outdoors... where i can get some fresh air rather than what my electric fan, paper fan or my aircon provides for me. reading a good book is kinda out of the scene for me today... since i've read all the books i can dig up in this house of ours... woohoo....

i know this entry is way too pointless to understand. sorry.