10/28/2007
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the rooftop...
i am so glad not one of my college friends know about this blog. none of them are even aware i am blogging... xp the only person aware of this is my best friend, xerez vera hernandez.. whom i miss the most... and my world would certainly not be complete without her. i haven't seen her for ages and at times it brings tears to my eyes.. hell, you couldn't even see your own best friend! terrible, it is. okay.. so enough about the sad part... i shall send the letters i've written her (there are four already!) but i can't find the time to go to the post office! *shet ang kj ng post chuchu ng dlsu..taeeee* but i shall find a way to see her again soon! best, if you are reading this.. please be aware that i am dreadfully missing you and i love so much my soul sister!
 okay. today is the 28th of october... i am browsing through the sites of my multiply contacts and i realized that mine is just as boring as ever. them camwhores really have it better with cameras.. not that i don't have one, i'm just not using it. i am wasting it. i do have lots of pictures i could share but i am faaaaaar tooooo lazy to even bother to crank it up and upload pictures.  while writing this entry, i am watching my all time favorite musical, the phantom of the opera. *say you'll share with me one love, one lifetime..* the song is just so... infectuous.. i love it. i totally love playing it on the piano.. when no one's bothering to listen, that is.  and people just keep adding me on friendster... to think that i don't even know them! argh.. but then again i'd end up accepting it since i do not intend to exemplify ruuuudeeee-ness.. hahaha.moving on.. to the real topic of the entry.. the first two were my latest sentiments and this part is the "sentiment" i do not wish to forget but i do wish to remain.. at the bottom of things... and of my memories.. *emo much* last friday night, 26th of october... one of the nights i would never forget at the moment.. i could forget it but i would never forget how i felt at that fleeting moment... the dance show... the picture taking... the ROOFTOP... the way i laughed with my friends, my favorite people in the world... the way he laughed... and the time when (it was just for fun... trip lang) our friends asked us to hold hands for the sake of a stupid picture... gahdamn i hate the way i felt. it was supposed to mean nothing. i did mean nothing. i just hate it. so now i'm ranting!  my heart, is once again... trampled upon. xp okay nuff said. |
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2/6/2008
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Reasons why
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Tootsie
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| You can't expect to hold hands with the apple of your eye, the cream of your dreams, the master disaster that makes you fall faster and NOT feel the electricity. It was supposed to mean nothing, but the mere fact that it hurt proves just how much it DID matter XP |
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