i certainly can't deny that i am hating every bit of this "first day"... it's so.. unnerving. yes. right. that's the word. unnerving. i am kinda excited to see my friends but to see some people who really just bites me off, i'm hating it.

i don't wanna say goodbye to my summer.... cause if i do, it'll mean "goodbye tripping, hello suffering!" and besides, the only thing cool about school is that you get to hang out with your friends, but if you say that studying is fun, you are so not human!

but really.. i don't hate it that much... just a bit because of this one person who just keeps getting on my nerves! i don't wanna reveal the gender but i really hate that person! i just wanna burn that person alive! or better yet, burry that person alive! a major loser!!!.. sheesh! gggrrrrrrr!!!

i can't wait till i get home.. but i wanna bring my friends with me!! weehee!!! :D darn!!! i'm saying goodbye to this summer.. goodbye morning anime shows!!! (gensomaden saiyuki!!!) goodbye staying up late, waking up late! goodbye hours on the internet! goodbye summer!! :'( *sob* *sob* teehee.... not fun.

oh well.. i better stick up to it cause i can't do anything about it.. frustrating! argh!!! major arghnessssssss!!!! oh.. gotta run....

*i'm trying to smile here!!!!!*