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as a kid, i grew up with much more that i could ask for. nice house, nice clothes... nice everything... but not a nice family life. yeah, we were rich but not rich in love. my kuya died een efore i realized that he was the only one i could turn to and that was before my sister came into view.
being both girls, we agree on almost everything. we never fought... we never did. she was one of my best friends and it left me davastated as well when she had to leave to study abroad. i miss her so much... and this year, she's facing the most hurtful dilemma she had ever encountered.
we are the heirs to our family's tycoon business. hard as it is, most of us undergo arranged marriages and since she's the next in line this year, she'll be meeting her fiance. and take note... she doesn't even know the guy! she'll be meeting him for the first time and boom! they'll be getting married after the next five years! can you believe it? out of the blue my sister's getting married! a shocking situation, yeah i know... but let me tell you of the one guy she loved.
it was in her high school days when she met Harry. he was a great guy and for once i knew i wanted him for my sister. i can see how much he loved her and how much she loved him as well. he was the type of guy who would be up for anything as long as my sis was happy. they were happy. until that fateful day, my sister was told she had to leave for america to pursue her business studies. she cried all night, she had to let go of Harry.
and she did. they separated. the last thing i know about Harry is that he still loves ate esa but he has to set her free. he said that maybe, it's just not their destiny to be together.
but lately, they have been in touch and based on the family code of our chinese family, my sister can refuse the marriage after all! yAy!
but that has got to be "yAy" for her... i am next in line.
if she refuses, it will be me who will have the cruel fate she once had. but i have to give that chance of happiness to my sister even if it means losing mine forever. i am so crying now!
she just called me and asked me if i was okay with that and at first all i managed to say was "huh?" then flashes of images flooded my mind... i thought of HIM. i was afraid of loving him, thinking i can make the same mistake i did with the first one... and now am i bound to lose him forever? i don't want to...
am i suppose to let go of you just like that?
when all i wanted to do was gather up the courage to say what i really feel about you?!
why?
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it's a true blessing to be able to appreciate the simple things in life... to see the beauty even in the worst of things. it's very hard to do that when everything that happens to you is pure rubbish! just like me... there are thousands of ways to enjoy life...
but don't forget one thing...
there are but a million and more ways to ruin your day!
and one of it is just by making a stupid mistake. |
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earlier today, i was in a super duper bad mood but now i'm as giddy as a super duper electronically charged particle!!!! now why did i just say something like that... oh well... i have to get on with my entry...
*puts on her thinking cap*
brain... switch... ultra function!!! KABOOM!!!!
*bbbbrrrrrrooooooooooooommm!!!! bbbbrrrrrrrrooooooooooooooooommmm!!!!*
i'm a car!!! weeeeeeee!!! happy day, all the way!!!
crap! what am i saying now... must be the chocolates i ate a while ago... makes me hyper and all... and now my tummy hurts... awwwww.... ='c i wanna cry...
okay, i'm just keeping an act... i'm acting crazy although i'm kind of screwed and a little bit of crazy but i'm not... hell no i'm not... i'm just another lonely and confused teenager... can you tell? |
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seriously now... what may have gotten into his dumb brain that made him think like that?!
i just hate stupid people... those that has to get their own lives and stop ruining mine for me! |
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On my second to the latest entry, i wrote about my big brother and how much i am dying to see him again... how much i am longing to dismissal times when he will be at the door, waiting for me and the walks together... the way he hugs me when i get scared of monsters at night... the way he would tell me that i'm his angel and that i should not be afraid..
i am soooo crying at this moment! i miss you kuya... i love you so much!!! i want you to be here, i want you to listen to me again, to talk to me again... i want to feel your hugs when i need some comfort in my life! kuya i need you!!! i want you back here!
you are the most special big brother in the world... you died when you told me you'd wait for me to get home but when i got there, you're gone! you did not even say goodbye... ate esa is as hurt as much as i am... we want you back here... if only you could be... i just wish i could bring you back... you see, living without you to lean on for the past 9 years of my life was like living a day always longing for something that can never be brought back to life! do you know how hard it is for me to realize every night that you're gone? that you're dead! dead! dead i say! and i can't face up to that fact... i don't want to!
this song is entitled, "i wanna go to a place"... wherever you are, i just hope you can take a look at it and know that this song is made for you... although i did not write it, it was made for us.
I wanna go to a place where i can say
it's so hard. but i have to let go of you now... i need to set you free as you have always did to me... but i will always cherish all our memories in my heart. |
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this time, i learned one very important lesson in my life...
know who to trust with your secrets.
backstabbers. i hate those kind of people that are currently roaming around this planet. this morning, me and my two friends went to the city park to go on a short bike ride around the lake... as we did so, we were talking and talking and got hungry. we stopped by a nearby store to buy chips and sat down to talk awhile.
many things were revealed.
we found out that a friend or should i say... a traitor had been backstabbing us since she got her "Oh-so-PERFECT" hell of a boyfriend. she had been bragging about the guy to everyone, and claiming taht everyone is just jealous of her getting a popluar boyfriend! the three of us have been backstabbed when all we did was try to be the best friends she can lean on. what a waste! we wasted our time trying to trust someone who cannot be trusted. she spills ALL the secrets we have ever shared to that lame guy!and that guy is blabbing it all to almost every guy who would bother to listen... gosh what a team they are... and the latest we heard of them, they are... uhm... quite overboard in the game of public display of affection... you know... touching here and there... kissing here and there... in front of whoever there is, they don't give a damn! i can't believe i was even friends with her!!! she's a traitor and a bitch... |
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i have been listening to the song "just take my heart"... and i feel completely miserable.
you see... it was like this. when i was in second year high school, i feel like i am just an ordinary teen with an extraodinary personality. i had the perfect life. i had my friends who always got my back, i have my family who loves me... and i have myself to blame for ruining it all.
it was because i was so dumb to make the right decision.
i met this guy. he was my friend back in first year then by the end of that year, we became the best of friends... it was the time when he liked someone else. i was his crying shoulder, his personal adviser, his best friend. then because of all the time we spent together, i felt like i was falling hard for him. he was like a big brother who always protected me, who showed me the bright side of things when my spirits are down... he was always there to catch me.
i will be a total liar if i say i did not love him, i did. he was my first ever, god i hate to say this... he was my boyfriend. at first i was really happy but as time passes by, i knew i was not. there was something missing in him that i can't make out. my friends told me to follow my heart... my mom said that maybe... i was just not ready for such a thing. yeah, i loved him. i was afraid to lose him but i really have to let go. i don't want to hurt him for turning away everytime he wants to see me just because i have a crab inside my head that won't stop munching on my brain. then after three and a half months of being together, (all of that was over the summer)... i broke up with him. i had to. i am of chinese descent and he was filipino... not that i am bragging but i belong to a rich family of chinese businessmen and i am the heir to the family business, alongside some cousins... it was a family tradition that if i were to choose someone to be with, he must be of buddhist link... so that would mean either a japanese, a korean, or a chinese. because of the missing feeling and the family tradition, i broke up with him.
not that i just took advantage of his kindness, it's not that... it's just because i don't want to keep him hanging when what i want to do at the moment is enjoy my youth, being alone and free.... finding myself and my place in my own little world. after my break up, my best friend, xerez was with me. she helped me a lot. she was one of the people i ran to for emergency help... at first i was all giddy and i even said "i'm free"... but i realized i missed him... but i don't wanna take him back. i have an illness that i inherited from my dead big brother... he died of leukemia... and i was said to possibly have it... hurts so much... yeah. i know.
then i realized a big turn in my life... being with him opened my eyes. maybe i was just missing my big brother so much... and i want him to be back here to take care of me but damn it he died when i was barely five! i wanted so badly to dig him out of that stupid grave and tell him that i want him here, right now! how i miss you "kuya abe"... he was jose damian alberto... his chinese name was shui ran, while i was li ran... i miss him so much... my mom said that maybe i was just longing for my beloved kuya and he was just like a ig brother and so i thought i was so in love...
mom was right. she always was. she knows how close i am to my big brother and i was devastated when he died. my big sister was as hurt as i was and she agreed of my mom's theory... then i knew they were right. i was too young to love... i was to young to even dare to define that abstract thing. now i am regretting that i ever claimed to be in love. i've hurt his feelings and all i can say was i am sorry for doing so... if only i wasn't so dumb then maybe he won't be as hurt as he is now...
well, we're still classmates... and luckily, still friends... he said he still loves me and when i heard it, i just want to scream and jump off a cliff, "enough"!!! i don't want to hurt him anymore... i feel so guilty and i don't want to accept things that can add up to that. maybe i was just not the one for him and he's not the one for me. i miss him, but i have to let go of him. no i am not even sure about what i feel for him, all i know is that i am glad my friends and i are back together... my family trusts me better now than how they did before... and now, i don't want to fall in love again... fall as how i claimed i did before.
you see.... uhm... remember the "story" i was telling you here before? yeah... him... the japanese guy... well... he admitted that he likes me but just like me... he's afraid of committing and ending up getting a shattered heart... i agree with him. he said that since kindergarten, he liked me and he hoped that someday, he can say what's in his heart... i wasn't able to answer him then, i just stared at him blankly. for as you can see, i don't want to end up making the wrong decision and ending up regretting things all over again. i don't want to hurt someone and i don't want to get hurt myself... not anymore that i am starting to find my dreams! not now!
so i guess i just have to go where the wind takes me... in my own little world, i am free... free to be me. the person i wanna be.... i learned from my lessons and i won't do my mistakes again. maybe it was kuya abe's way of teaching me that life is like a one-way street... you can never go back. and i have to face the consequences of everything i do. and i should thank him for everything he did for me.
kuya, wherever you are... this entry is dedicated to you. i miss you so much!!! if only tears can bring you back to me, then i'd cry as much as i can. i love you... i know that you're watching above me... and i'll always be you're "little angel" when now, you are my angel. i love you big bro! |
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the world is full of different kinds of people... but in high school... you'll find limited classes of people... mostly of limited levels of... uhm.... should i say... optimism and fairness... so now, based on my observations, these are the types of people you can encounter in high school...
a. THE FRIEND FACTOR - this person loves making friends. always giddy and in a good mood... easy to get along with but not necessarily the type you wanna share secrets with... since this person has a bunch of friends, your secrets may accidentally be spilled.
b. THE SILENT OBSERVER - he looks. he stares. he observes. he thinks. but he doesn't speak about it. he just observes.... and he stays silent. (get the picture?)
c. THE PLASTIC LEVEL ONE - this person have the slightest plasticness.... all he does is be plastic to himself... he says something different than what he really has in mind.... a frequent liar.... and definitely not a good commentator...
d. PLASTIC LEVEL TWO - if you're not a friend of this type of person, expect to be treated nicely but turn around though, and you'll be seeing a showcase bigger than a fireworks display for a president's homecoming.... a blabbering of all the things that you lack and that can be ridiculed.
e. PLASTIC LEVEL THREE - this is the ultimate plastic. watch mean girls.... you'll get what i mean.
f. FRIENDS LEVEL ONE - these are the persons who are very difficult to give your trust to. they have this... uhm... sorta 50:50 ratio of loyalty. as a quote once stated, FRIENDS CARRY KNIVES DEEP IN THEIR POCKETS. so... just watch out... these are the most possible backstabbers you'll find.
g. FRIENDS LEVEL TWO - these are the people you can trust but don't expect them to be the best... they're just your good friends..... period!
h. FRIENDS LEVEL THREE - these are the people who wont ever leave you when all the best does.
i. BEST FRIENDS - uhhh... do i really have to elaborate or are you really just so stupid?
j. BACKSTABBERS - starts out as a friend, can even turn out to be the best but once you forgot something, even the smallest detail, BOOM! you get the idea... all is lost...
k. ULTIMATE LIARS and BACKSTABBERS - this is another type of the backstabber class.... even worse than plastics.... these are the peeps who spread rumors about you just to ruin your life and make it miserable until the day you graduate.... these are the primadonnas and the rumor machine.....
l. NO ONE CARES - the punks.... the geeks... the people who usually seems to be all wrapped up in their own little world...
m. ORDINARY - just another mad and disturbed teenager trying to fit in and undersand the world that is built with extreme complicatedness.... just trying to be someone.
n. THE PRETTY IN PINK - they're just overly concerned about their outlook... their image... their faces.... their clothes... obsessed with themselves. that's all they care about.
o. TOUGH - the varsity guys..... usually boys who thinks they're all that... just like jocks who's heads are full of air....
p. T-PETS - teacher's pets..... you get the pic...
q. HAPPY - you don't know why but this person seems to just smile his life away.
r. SHUT - doesn't have a permanent friend due to self-closure...
so.... have you found your class yet????? well..... better do so!!! if you have some classes you wanna add... copy this entry and add what you want! but mind you, this is from me, my original piece... so don't forget to attach the writer's name!!! that's me!!!
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i hate it when i'm sick... i don't like the feeling of just lying around the house, coughing and wiping the goo off your nose... all those stuff just freaks me out. i hate being sick... and to think when i was younger i'd pretend to be just so my mom would not let me go to school... and now that i'm in high school and all of a sudden, i become very prone to feverish stuff.... i am soooo hating every bit of it! if only i had a stronger defense against illnesses then i could've been with my group, doing our projecT!!!!
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this i can prove to you, people...
"HAPPINESS DOES NOT COME OUT OF THIN AIR"...
just by simply reading between the lines, you'll get what i mean by that. yes, it's true. happiness is one factor every single person in this world yearns to achieve... some even want eternal happiness, you know... the one that lasts forever and ever and ever... and is completely impossible!
being happy is striving hard to be so. and if you're a lot more like me, it can't be that easy... trust me... i tried a bunch of times and i still couldn't get there...!!! i just accept what comes my way and i do something about it.
okay, i'd rather change the subject....
you see... i am sick. yep, i have fever, cough and colds... imagine how unfair life is!!! i am sick and i have a ton of homework to do that is due on monday!!! i wanna cry... |
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okay... so now i am using this... dark reddish color of an ink to write this entry... i don't really know what made me use this but i just clicked it... don't argue with it.
so here... i am back from the said vacation and now, i am not so sure if i really should've gone back... i had a choice to stay but i came back to this town and to my school and to my house... whatever. i just went back and now, i am sooooooo in a bothersome state of cramming...!!!!! i am waaaayyyy way way behind the lessons, even if i was only gone for two friggin' days! who knows how much i hate that fact....
and now, i still am really lazy and stressed out to draw backgrounds for a stupid project... and i just wish our teacher would assign something more easier.... this thing that has to be done is due within a week and me and my group only have 4 golden days to work on it and if it was to be rated in the hardness scale of 1-10? i'd give it a 10.5!!!! and i am so sure everybody in our class would agree with me.... i am sooooo going out of my mind...
i just finished 4 projects and i still have to finish the one i was just talking about... which is considerably the hardest among the things i have to do... i know i can draw, i'm kinda good at it but i do not draw backgrounds and stuff!!!!! i just draw cartoons.... caricatures.... god!!!!!! i want to go somewhere where there's no homeworks, exams, projects.... somewhere where i can enjoy my youth...
i am pressured in school... i am pressured at home... i am pressured almost everywhere i go...
when will this stop? no, i am not being too paraniod or acting to sensitive... i just feel there's something wrong... i don't know if it is with me or with what is being thrown to me...
oh well... know i shouldn't care that much... i should not think on it as much as i do now.... let it be.....
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so get this. i am writing this entry and i am bunked up here in front of my pc when i am supposed to get going for we are to go on a vacation with the family... but still, i am too lazy to get dressed and pack my things... i am leaving in three hours and i still haven't packed yet.... funny, eh? but really, i am the laziest being you have ever encountered! okay... so maybe there's a reason why i am being so lazy today... (just today, okay? i'm not that lazy everyday)
a. i just hate life... when it comes to being pressured by peers... b. why do they always have to make teeny-weeny-itsy-bitsy-small issues a big deal?! and then make a fuss and then kaboom...!!! ruined. c. they always try to get you to do things you don't want d. they just notice your presence when you're gone or when they wanna ask something from you e. no one can be his/herself these days.... f. paranoia... weeeeeee..... g. the greatness of being deprived of your self-esteem h. mind you, i still have a dozen reasons ahead to defend my title.... just in case you haven't read it yet, read it NOW! i. i hate being pushed around like i'm some kind of stupid creature who cannot think for myself.. j. i dunno... at times, i just want to shout out, "STOP ACTING LIKE YOU KNOW EVERYTHING!" k. i don't want to continue this anymore.... my rage is taking over me!
okay... so i must be really mad and deserving of a good vacation... and i am certainly going!!! so then, i bid you goodbye...
p.s. to my best friend: hey, he's not going....!!!!!! i'm so happy! |
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okay.. do not believe my title, i'm just being dramatic..
fine, so i'm too lazy to write an entry.... |
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okay... so maybe i'm a little bit too obvious about some things... but don't get me wrong, i have my own share of secrets yet to be revealed. see here, i don't have problems and i am not planning on having a share of those anytime soon... nor ever! but these annoying humans flocking around me are just driving me crazy! they are giving me major headaches by bombarding me with problems that are, from the start, theirs to be dealt with! urgh! for crying out loud, please, get a life and get off mine!!!
nuts... yeah... i know i am one! i just wish i can just tell them to their face, "hey, i don't have anything to do with that, so why put me in and let me suck more than you do?!" by that statement, i think you already got my point in writing this entry, do you?
well, to enlighten you... let me just show you... WELCOME TO MY UGLY WORLD, BUDDY...
see, i know, in my heart, i am a good friend. i never leave anyone behind. but all good people aren't perfect. perfection is way beyond that, if you don't understand me. i know i am good but at times, we all just want to be safe from all other stuff that can be a hindrance to achieving the "ideal lifestyle".... i'm not talking about "the lifestyles of the rich and famous", i'm already contented with being ordinary. the life i'm talking about is when you spend your high school days without having to care about what people say behind your back, when you walk around the campus knowing you're friends with everyone, even those who doesn't even know your name! hey, i'm not a geek or a loser, if that's what you're thinking. i am ORDINARY. i live in an ordinary world, hang out with people like any other ordinary teen would do, and i do suffer as much school stress as much as other ordinary teen does.
you have friends, i have mine... we all have ours. and so, you are always to be there in times of need... but what if that need requires ultimate meddling that leads to you being liable for any flaw that may arise. get me so far? i am not the person who butts in on conversations that i know i should not butt into. no, i'm not an introvert, i'm just not a meddlesome fool. i admit at times i just wanna ask everyone of their secrets but i don't put a toe out of the line. but since a friend of mine is having some problems concerning something that i should not post here... i am forced to try and talk to the other person whom she's having a conflict with... and i hate jumping in on stuff that may lead to another major girl war... not that i'm too playing safe, i just don't want anything to do with this prob that may cause me to be an outcast forever!!!! i'm not defensive, i'm just explaining my views on this...
*sighs and looks out of the window*
"God! My cat's lost!" just kidding.. my cat is playing with my dog.. i don't know why... those weird pets of mine... i just don't get why they are friends... oh well, it's better that way.
so, you've got a small peek on my world and you shall get more of it some other day. |
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"Unpredictable" by Skye Sweetnam
"You're So Last Summer" by Taking Back Sunday
"I Decide" by Lindsay Lohan
Don't think that you can tell me what to think
*i juz love these songs* |
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there's this... uhm.. girl. she was once my best friend.. but i don't think she still is.. not on my side though, she's the one who kind of... forgot she had a friend like me. so lemme tell ya the story.
lately, this certain guy was into her and she was into this guy too... so then all of us (her friends) were really kilig to the max.... but as days pass by... she changed. she really did change. her cheerful and understanding attitude before somewhat evolved to a self-centered and moody freakshow.... i understand that. no one stays the same and i can get along with that. but what's unacceptable is that she traded us, her friends, just for the guy! we have been together for almost 4 years but she traded us for that guy she just knew better for uhmm... a few months ago....! unfair, yeah... some of my friends still can't believe that this is happening... but i somehow expected this. no one stays the same and everybody undergoes constant change... maybe she just forgot who's really meant to be with her through everything and who knows, someday soon she can realize that. but still, i don't think that soon will be any sooner from today... as i have told them, we still have a long way to go... although to consider the fact that we're almost done with high school, i for one, can't help but to feel bad everytime i remember those good ole days.... those days when all of us are still together as a whole... i know it will be hard to bring those days back, especially now that it seems as if we went our separate ways.. not really separate as in mixed with anger, only that we do not spend as much time together as we did the past few years. maybe this will bring more good to our relationship as friends, you know, at times everyone wants some space and i admit i do too.. only that as far as i have observed, that particular space led to a hole that as it seems, cannot be covered that easily... i miss her... i miss the times we would talk on the phone about absolutely anything. i miss the times we would hang out and fool around without a care in the world... in simple words, i just miss her. i miss the old her. and i guess i should get a move on with the new me too... she's the new her and i should be the new me. i still can't help but remember those lunches together, those happy times. i'm not saying that the guy ruined our friendship, no. i know that he makes her happy and that is enough for me. she may leave us but at least she's happy with that particular person. friends come and go and each and every one of us have to live with that participle. *smiles* |
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i have always wanted to become a writer. ever since i started reading books, i felt like i am drawn to it. i wanted to become a writer. during that time, i would write simple poems and rhymes but as i grow up, i write stories. i don't know why, i just love to write. i love writing essays and i would always join contests that involve the subject. lately, i have been submitting fanfics at fanfiction.net, it is entitled as Frozen Under the Cold Rain, my blog title. it is dedicated to my bestest friend, Xerez Vera V. Hernandez, since she really loves Yzak Jule and i would always write stories just for her... it's because she's a wonderful judge! teehee! ^_^ my pen name is starsprinkles, by the way.. so as i was saying, i love writing. lately, i wrote at fictionpress, the link of fanfiction.net and i received flattering reviews. by that, i want to start to dream big and achieve it in the near future!
some friends tell me that i should write more, and i would. i believe that practice makes perfect and i would write and write until i become a professional writer! i just hope people would bother to read my pieces... 0_o! |
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CHEATERS NEVER WIN!!!
cheaters don't deserve to be credited for something that they copied... or that they did not do themselves. you want to know the whole story?
let me tell you how it all began...
see, the junior batch of our school along with the seniors will have a speech fest. and the competition that our class was involved in was the one act play. so since that day, we never stopped practicing until we know that what we did was enough to show that we really worked hard just to make a good presentation. we do not necessarily wanted to expect a lot, we just did our stuff.
during one of the days that we were supposed to practice, the substitute english teacher (ms."e" substituted for mrs."s" for mrs."s" is pregnant and she has to take a leave.... so that leaves ms."e" to be the adviser of the other class, the class who are self-proclaimed social climbers....) wanted to see our play, stating that she has to do so and so we obliged, we showed her what we've got. after that short demo, she said that ours was the best she has seen and that seemed to be flattering.
after that, we practiced more, we strived harder until the big day came... the day of the presentation.
on the way to our room, i bumped into a student from that class, she stated boastfully or rather, sarcastically, "we're going to lose this play..." she said... i just forced a smile.
then on the announcement of winners, our class did not won a thing... that's okay with us, we don't really expect that much but as the afternoon progressed...
that teacher was a little bit too stupid to tell us that she taught everything to her class!!! which is against the contest rules!!! so in other words, they cheated and they copied the idea from us and she told that to our face as if it does not even matter...
that was so unfair!!! and no one even complained except us!!! |
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*sighs*
the two guys from comic boyz that i liked the most... why are they splitting up?!?!?! (i'm talking about the whole band, not just the two of them!!!) after three years of being a band, they are disbanding... why oh why... hehe.... i just wish that one of them will continue to sing or act or whatever... i have a crush on figaro, he's cute... teehee!!!
oh well, this post goes out to my cousins, newsflash, comic boyz disbanding... hehehe |
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garsh... how i hate the ecomac...
*ecomac-a certain event at school which covers all english contests and activities...
get this... who would be happy when you have to be the director of a one-act play??? that is... to be played at the cultural hall with all those people watching and with all the props and stuff... it's exhausting!!!
*sighs*
but i can't do anything about it... it'll just get on my nerves.
okay... for some happy encounters...
you see, i am not only a fan of japanese culture, i also like korean (hey, i developed that, thanks to my friend who opened my eyes to the amazing culture of koreans, put your hands together for vina rocelle!!!!!)....
i loved BoA even before, cause she's so cool!!! just like my idol, tamaki nami of japan... also, i liked dana, from the comedy sitcom "nonstop", wherein she is paired with kwon se-eun, an akdong club member (akdong club is a korean singing group) that i simply adore!!! se-eun just knocks me off my feet!!!
however, there are also some cool people from nonstop....
there's kim jung hwa, cho han sun, min yong, da bin... etc!! me and vina like them so much!!! but we're not exactly big fans of some korean telenovelas that are being aired here at the philippines... but we do like some!!!
we love the movie "my sassy girl" and "windstruck".... kind of tear-jerking but really worth watching!!!
oh well... i have to go, i'm going to watch sassy girl chun yang... |
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