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7/21/2011
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Not so Happy 3rd
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So this is what's it's like for our 3rd year anniversary.. You happy with your new love while ako eto trying to be strong and face everything.. sad part is the whole day i hoped na magparamdam ka kahit for the sake na lang na naalala mo.. but of course who am i kidding! malamang busy kayo nagsasaya. i hate myself for loving you.. siguro nfa what people say about
you ay totoo.. nabulag lang ako.. dami kong hirap na tiniis all for this.. i just want you to know that i hate you.. kahit dito man lang maexpress ko.. yung galit mo sa nagawa ko na pinagsisisihan ko until now na di ko alam what came over me.. at this point i'm no longer sorry.. i will stop blaming myself for you leaving me... all of it wasnyour doing.. at the slightest touch of temptation you gave in.. malamang ikaw pa ang nagtempt.. you belong together dahil as you said mabait and religious siya so maybe you did good in leaving me dahil mukhan wala akong nagawang maganda para sayo. sana mahalin ka nya ng totoo.. sana maging masaya ka sa kanya. after tonight i will stop kidding myself na ang ending ay you and i.. i will forget you-all there is about you..no longer will i include
you in my petitions and prayers.. you don't need them dahil in the first place
you don't believe there is God... mahal pa din kita pero no ne will ever
know that... it will just be me and this journal... happy 3 years nasan ka man.. siguro nga mas masaya ka na di ako ang kasama. just wished the same goes for
me.. sinong matinong tao na matapos iwan at ipagpalit sa iba e pinagdadasal pa na sana
maging ayos ang taong sumira sa
mundo nya.. pathetic me!!!!when i wake up tomorrow i will stop loving you...
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in the end i would still be left alone, no matter what you say... you will never choose me...